Post by Arias on May 17, 2016 14:48:43 GMT
Arias continued to float along, puffball or not she wanted to get her body back and train. She continued to think of a plot, and eventually her mind just settled on the Solar Saiyan Empire. Sliding under an overhang, the spirit of the warrior began to wonder. How can I make it up to the SSE? I never really betrayed them.. Pin went and blabbed his mouth too soon and before I could get up and explain Kay-El killed me. Now Mayze probably wants me to go to Knutts for eternity, something I'm not too happy about. Too many people jump the damn trigger, my children are dead and my dear Fuku is motherless because of my stupidity.
That stupid nanochip was the death of me. I never should have removed it, never should have ran. I've lost everything.. my kids, my mate, my life. All of them are dead and it is all my fault. Why me.. why.... WHY AM I SO STUPID?! EVERY TIME I TRY TO BUILD SOMETHING IT IS DESTROYED BY MY STUPIDITY. All I wanted was for my kids to be happy. I was tired of suffering. Now look, they're probably going to corrupt Presto and turn her against me. They might even turn my beautiful girl Fuku against me.
The aggrieved mother's mind flitted back to the last things she'd heard and felt, and it was like experiencing her own death over again. As she had passed on from Kay-El's attack, Articho had used some sort of sparking disc.. she'd noticed Pin talking to General Mayze as the pain had become extremely unbearable. The kis of the kids on that day had seemed to scream on their own.. with pain in the voices of what she imagined her kids to have sounded like if they survived, sadly they hadn't. Why?! Why have you done this to us mother?
Arias wished she could cry. Wished she could punch something but was unable to. Continuing a heavy wave of grief rolling from her, the pure grief continued to burn into the warrioress' soul. It continued to burn into anger, as she remembered that day. "Mother! Mother you'll be okay! momma, momma please! Don't leave me.. please momma!" Fuku's voice seemed to echo in her head, the last words she'd heard out of her daughter.
Knowing her daughter was suffering brought further anger into the warrior, almost making her desperate to get her body back. She needed it back and needed to get revenge on the people who killed her. What little she'd had was ripped from her violently in a single attack on that day. It caused her to boil over with fury and let out a yell to the sky, having no way to vent her emotions because she couldn't hit anything.
Deciding to take a moment to calm down, Arias floated towards the Blood Pond and got on a boat with another spirit. They floated along together on the boat, as Arias looked out over the blood pond's waters. Parts of Hell seemed.. rather peaceful. Times like this brought a weird calm to the female warrior, as if there was a way she could be content even in the pits of hell. It made her relax while in the boat, chatting casually with the spirit of another Saiyan who had their body named.. Shinkoi.
The name Shinkoi rang a bell in the warrior's head. The voice of the other saiyan was... feminine. Arias couldn't seem to place her finger on it so she said nothing about it, and they continued to float in the boat on the lake until it was time to head back. After the boat docked, Arias and the other warrior parted ways, with Arias heading north towards a small outcrop that was the place she usually hung around, and soon enough she began to brood once more, unaware that Shinkoi was actually her mother.
Arias had completely let the knowledge fly over her head, and floated under the outcrop, meditating as her puffball form floated up and down slightly. A burning anger began to slowly seep into her heart again, seeping through her veins. She continued to meditate until a few demons spotted the spirit of Arias.
"Hey. Hey Sorin. Look, there's a spirit over there. The energy is new. Cmon, let's go pick on the unfortunate newcomer." A large, midnight-black demon with curved black horns and a sharp white canine protruding from his mouth along with a muscular body. He picked on one of his comrades, a smaller, grey demon with shorter horns and a muscular body. "Oh come on Noir. Can't you just leave newcomers alone for once? Fine.." They both walked slowly towards Arias, intending to spook the brooding spirit warrior. "Booo!" They both shouted, startling the spirit girl.
Upon being startled, the female didn't seem to appreciate getting shocked and quickly got angry. "Oh go to hell, both of you! Wait, you're already here with me, so I guess you got what you deserved. What the hell do you want? Don't you have a swim in the blood pond to do? Or are you here to annoy the Shoki out of me." She snarled, readjusting her cool despite being a puffball.
Noir grinned evilly, blowing Arias with a heavy exhale from his chest. "Look Sorin, the puffball is so cute when she's angry. Nah. We don't want your Shoki. We just want to show you who is the top dog. Now, what happened to you little lady? When did you come down here?" His voice was laced with a sickly sweet tone, one that would have made Arias upchuck. He bent down to her level, watching the little puffball get up.
Arias got back up, incredibly ruffled by Noir and having to curb her speech to reply evenly. "You disgust me. Do me a favor and go drown in the blood pond." Her small aura crackled with anger, she wished she could beat them both to a living pulp but didn't have a body to do so, and got irritated further.
Sorin quirked a brow, putting his hands on his hips. "Now now. No need to get so angry~ We were just having a little fun with you. What the Oni did you do to be put in here? If your attitude wasn't enough that is." The comment earned some roaring laughter from his friend, along with Sorin chucking quietly.
Frustration was building up in the tiny puffball warrior, and she spoke with anger lacing every bit of her tone. "Shut. Up. Both of you. When I get my body back I swear to Planet Vegeta I will kill you both. And I will make it slow and painful." She wasn't joking around, and while the duo was roaring with laughter from puffball threats, Arias took the moment to sneak off. Finding a very sheltered overhang, she decided to meditate once more, returning to her meditational state, tiny puffball body slowly hovering up and down.
Her mind settled once more, only this time on everything she'd done. She'd hurt Daika, lost her kids, lost her own life. Thrown away friends and family because of her stupidity. She still was not able to cry, but wanted to desperately so all she could do was wail to the sky. She wanted her other life back, wanted her family back. She wanted the poor twins that had been killed because of her carelessness back.
I'm such a fool.. I wish there way I could get them back.. I.. If I can't have my family back, I can at least try to appeal to commander Habana, see if they'll take my reason for faking departure from the SSE.. if not, what will I do? I need to get back to the living world and try to explain. If I can't, I might as well come back and stay dead. Not like anyone would really care, anyway..
Arias would float in place, downplaying herself as she realized truly exactly how much she lost. Her heart cried out for Daika, for Presto and Fuku. She wanted them back terribly, but they more than likely wouldn't take her back and would kill her upon seeing her again. This hurt the young-adult hybrid more, to the point she tilted her head back and let out a single, long and lamenting cry. After she finished the mournful sound, she tenses her tiny cloud body.
No.. she won't accept me.. nobody really will... I need to apologize. I need to try to make it up to everyone I hurt on Earth. They didn't deserve what I have done to them. I can only hope they'd accept my apology.. death really gives me a time to reflect on this, all of this.. Especially not Daika. Not Presto. Dear Kami what have I done.. Two wrongs don't make a right.. I have to. I'm going to apologize for what I've done and try to set everything straight again. I... I'm sorry...
There would be nobody to hear her say sorry, and the young female's spirit floated in place as she let out a heavy sigh. This was all very confusing.. she just really needed to think for once. She probably had Walker to thank for a rather late but still helpful mind treatment, which was finally allowing her to have an open mind and think, reflect on what she was doing and what she could do to make it up. The warrior closed nonexistent eyes, and would proceed to meditate once more.
Death wasn't the end, it was a punishment that would allow her to own up to what she'd done and try to start a new leaf, permanently this time.. if she was accepted by the earth once more. Finally having a for sure goal in her heart, she knew she had to apologize, and despite the risk she was going to anyway. Even if she died again she'd lost so much already what else was there to lose..? Her soul fell into a sort of sleeplike state, where she proceeded to slumber..
That stupid nanochip was the death of me. I never should have removed it, never should have ran. I've lost everything.. my kids, my mate, my life. All of them are dead and it is all my fault. Why me.. why.... WHY AM I SO STUPID?! EVERY TIME I TRY TO BUILD SOMETHING IT IS DESTROYED BY MY STUPIDITY. All I wanted was for my kids to be happy. I was tired of suffering. Now look, they're probably going to corrupt Presto and turn her against me. They might even turn my beautiful girl Fuku against me.
The aggrieved mother's mind flitted back to the last things she'd heard and felt, and it was like experiencing her own death over again. As she had passed on from Kay-El's attack, Articho had used some sort of sparking disc.. she'd noticed Pin talking to General Mayze as the pain had become extremely unbearable. The kis of the kids on that day had seemed to scream on their own.. with pain in the voices of what she imagined her kids to have sounded like if they survived, sadly they hadn't. Why?! Why have you done this to us mother?
Arias wished she could cry. Wished she could punch something but was unable to. Continuing a heavy wave of grief rolling from her, the pure grief continued to burn into the warrioress' soul. It continued to burn into anger, as she remembered that day. "Mother! Mother you'll be okay! momma, momma please! Don't leave me.. please momma!" Fuku's voice seemed to echo in her head, the last words she'd heard out of her daughter.
Knowing her daughter was suffering brought further anger into the warrior, almost making her desperate to get her body back. She needed it back and needed to get revenge on the people who killed her. What little she'd had was ripped from her violently in a single attack on that day. It caused her to boil over with fury and let out a yell to the sky, having no way to vent her emotions because she couldn't hit anything.
Deciding to take a moment to calm down, Arias floated towards the Blood Pond and got on a boat with another spirit. They floated along together on the boat, as Arias looked out over the blood pond's waters. Parts of Hell seemed.. rather peaceful. Times like this brought a weird calm to the female warrior, as if there was a way she could be content even in the pits of hell. It made her relax while in the boat, chatting casually with the spirit of another Saiyan who had their body named.. Shinkoi.
The name Shinkoi rang a bell in the warrior's head. The voice of the other saiyan was... feminine. Arias couldn't seem to place her finger on it so she said nothing about it, and they continued to float in the boat on the lake until it was time to head back. After the boat docked, Arias and the other warrior parted ways, with Arias heading north towards a small outcrop that was the place she usually hung around, and soon enough she began to brood once more, unaware that Shinkoi was actually her mother.
Arias had completely let the knowledge fly over her head, and floated under the outcrop, meditating as her puffball form floated up and down slightly. A burning anger began to slowly seep into her heart again, seeping through her veins. She continued to meditate until a few demons spotted the spirit of Arias.
"Hey. Hey Sorin. Look, there's a spirit over there. The energy is new. Cmon, let's go pick on the unfortunate newcomer." A large, midnight-black demon with curved black horns and a sharp white canine protruding from his mouth along with a muscular body. He picked on one of his comrades, a smaller, grey demon with shorter horns and a muscular body. "Oh come on Noir. Can't you just leave newcomers alone for once? Fine.." They both walked slowly towards Arias, intending to spook the brooding spirit warrior. "Booo!" They both shouted, startling the spirit girl.
Upon being startled, the female didn't seem to appreciate getting shocked and quickly got angry. "Oh go to hell, both of you! Wait, you're already here with me, so I guess you got what you deserved. What the hell do you want? Don't you have a swim in the blood pond to do? Or are you here to annoy the Shoki out of me." She snarled, readjusting her cool despite being a puffball.
Noir grinned evilly, blowing Arias with a heavy exhale from his chest. "Look Sorin, the puffball is so cute when she's angry. Nah. We don't want your Shoki. We just want to show you who is the top dog. Now, what happened to you little lady? When did you come down here?" His voice was laced with a sickly sweet tone, one that would have made Arias upchuck. He bent down to her level, watching the little puffball get up.
Arias got back up, incredibly ruffled by Noir and having to curb her speech to reply evenly. "You disgust me. Do me a favor and go drown in the blood pond." Her small aura crackled with anger, she wished she could beat them both to a living pulp but didn't have a body to do so, and got irritated further.
Sorin quirked a brow, putting his hands on his hips. "Now now. No need to get so angry~ We were just having a little fun with you. What the Oni did you do to be put in here? If your attitude wasn't enough that is." The comment earned some roaring laughter from his friend, along with Sorin chucking quietly.
Frustration was building up in the tiny puffball warrior, and she spoke with anger lacing every bit of her tone. "Shut. Up. Both of you. When I get my body back I swear to Planet Vegeta I will kill you both. And I will make it slow and painful." She wasn't joking around, and while the duo was roaring with laughter from puffball threats, Arias took the moment to sneak off. Finding a very sheltered overhang, she decided to meditate once more, returning to her meditational state, tiny puffball body slowly hovering up and down.
Her mind settled once more, only this time on everything she'd done. She'd hurt Daika, lost her kids, lost her own life. Thrown away friends and family because of her stupidity. She still was not able to cry, but wanted to desperately so all she could do was wail to the sky. She wanted her other life back, wanted her family back. She wanted the poor twins that had been killed because of her carelessness back.
I'm such a fool.. I wish there way I could get them back.. I.. If I can't have my family back, I can at least try to appeal to commander Habana, see if they'll take my reason for faking departure from the SSE.. if not, what will I do? I need to get back to the living world and try to explain. If I can't, I might as well come back and stay dead. Not like anyone would really care, anyway..
Arias would float in place, downplaying herself as she realized truly exactly how much she lost. Her heart cried out for Daika, for Presto and Fuku. She wanted them back terribly, but they more than likely wouldn't take her back and would kill her upon seeing her again. This hurt the young-adult hybrid more, to the point she tilted her head back and let out a single, long and lamenting cry. After she finished the mournful sound, she tenses her tiny cloud body.
No.. she won't accept me.. nobody really will... I need to apologize. I need to try to make it up to everyone I hurt on Earth. They didn't deserve what I have done to them. I can only hope they'd accept my apology.. death really gives me a time to reflect on this, all of this.. Especially not Daika. Not Presto. Dear Kami what have I done.. Two wrongs don't make a right.. I have to. I'm going to apologize for what I've done and try to set everything straight again. I... I'm sorry...
There would be nobody to hear her say sorry, and the young female's spirit floated in place as she let out a heavy sigh. This was all very confusing.. she just really needed to think for once. She probably had Walker to thank for a rather late but still helpful mind treatment, which was finally allowing her to have an open mind and think, reflect on what she was doing and what she could do to make it up. The warrior closed nonexistent eyes, and would proceed to meditate once more.
Death wasn't the end, it was a punishment that would allow her to own up to what she'd done and try to start a new leaf, permanently this time.. if she was accepted by the earth once more. Finally having a for sure goal in her heart, she knew she had to apologize, and despite the risk she was going to anyway. Even if she died again she'd lost so much already what else was there to lose..? Her soul fell into a sort of sleeplike state, where she proceeded to slumber..