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Post by Milac on Feb 5, 2015 23:51:15 GMT
Milac heard familiar words softly in his ears as he found himself diving into a dream. Unlike the majority of Milac’s dreams, this one seemed more vivid and real than normal, wind was howling, snow was blowing, and as his eyes opened he found himself kneeling down in the snow over the grave of the crash site and the pilot Bana. Nearby staring into his eyes was a stranger... yet he soon recognized the face as being one of the last people that he had made contact with before he left earth... Mimikku...
Milac instantly knew that he was dreaming, he dreamt of this place often. The cold blowing snow of the north was were his nightmare began. The vividness of this dream felt very real to Milac, though soon he found his perspective changing as if he were watching the conversation between himself and Mimikku. It had been some time since he had spoken to her, his subconscious showing him a memory of the not to distant past. Milac felt like a ghost as he watched the two converse, unable to interact with the image of himself and Mimikku, a simple observer.
“I don’t know if I am ready to grow up,” Milac’s image admitted to the Kagami as he began rising to his feet. From afar Milac watched himself, reflecting back onto the meaning of what he had said to Mimikku back then. Furthermore he found his thoughts concentrating on the mention of the one who had been in the cave, the one who had a similar dual nature to Mimiku. It was around that time that Milac had begun his downward spiral, constantly plagued by horrific nightmares.
“I… I thought I was, but nothing is going the way I thought it should…” Milac’s image told Mimikku in a somber tone. In hindsight, Milac thought of how he thought the nightmares were a symptom of the trauma he had been through, but to this day they hadn’t stopped even though he had returned to his home planet many moons ago. As he watched the image of himself and Mimikku playing out the memory he wondered what the stranger had thought about him at this point, dumping all of his problems on her.
The cold had begun to blow a lot harder at this point, icy wind and snow made the robes of Milac’s image blow towards the direction of Mimikku as the weather pelted against his back and towards the Kagami. Not seeming to notice, the image of Milac in the memory seemed to be quite alright with the cold.
Basically Milac is dreaming about this memory. Flashbacky thread. His image is the actual thing being "replayed", while Milac himself is watching as if he is on the sidelines.
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Post by Mimikku on Feb 6, 2015 21:59:03 GMT
“Noone is ever ready to grow up Milac. It just kind of happens to us. Be thankful that you where at least able to have a carefree childhood for the most part and where not subject to some of the things us Kagami are subject to. We serve from the day we can walk and clean til the day we begin to break down.” Her voice was obviously a mixture of her own and that of Lilith’s. The goddess within Mimikku had felt the pain of the young Namekian and wanted to comfort him the best that she could. Despite her nature as a manifestation of passion there was moments that touched her. This happened to be one of these moments.
The Kagami reached over for Milac pressing a hand onto his shoulder lightly as she stood there near him. Hearing his words she took a moment to gather her response for him before speaking back up in that ethereal double voice. “Milac things occur that we cannot control… Things happen that we cannot control. As we grow up we find ways to steel ourselves and.. get over the pain associated with things…”
Her words trailed off as her tone became light as she turned her gaze toward the pure white snow between the two of them. “I do not expect you to understand of what I speak but I do understand the pain you are going through as I had to go through it over two decades ago. I.. was in love with someone who cared for me as well. We where expecting when a day came that has haunted me since. I was his bodyguard and… and I failed my job. Watched as several men stabbed long blades through my love’s abdomen and watched as his blood fell upon the ground around him. I was frozen and could not move until I felt the sharp sting of a short blade stab into me and… I slipped away. The other one inside of me saved my life by taking control of my body and guided me to a space pod. With that I escaped the planet and came here.”
The Kagami spilled out the fact that she also suffered from things that where horrific in her life. “You… learn to deal with this pain. Whether you wish to or not young one. I am willing to listen to all of your pains if you would like to have me listen to them.”
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Post by Milac on Feb 11, 2015 21:49:23 GMT
Even though it was just a dream, Milac could remember his senses picking up on the genuine feelings of the Kagami. It was a somewhat sympathetic warmth that he could feel coming from her, but it also seemed to have a hint of pain masked behind it as she spoke of her lover. Before that moment, Milac remembered wishing that he and all of his problems would just disappear. Milac smiled at his image, remembering the reassurances that he had felt. This dream was peculiar to him, rarely did he experience a dream that didn’t turn to terror within the first few moments. If he was lucky, Milac could get a night with dreams that he could not remember, quiet nights within his mind that didn’t torment him.
“I… appreciate your kind words, and I am sorry for your loss,” Milac’s image said as he looked up at the woman. Milac remembered it was difficult to understand the concept of love that other species had, he had a love for all of his people but they didn’t have the same sorts of intimacy that many of the other species he was meeting seemed to share.
“When I lost Bana, I didn’t barely know him at all… I cannot imagine what it must be like to lose someone close. I don’t think that I could face that, I can barely sleep anymore as It is” Milac’s image finished. Milac blushed shyly thinking back at the situation in hindsight and how that may have been a hard topic for him to keep going on Mimikku.
[Very sorry for the short and late post Ninjin Nedrag  ]
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Post by Mimikku on Feb 12, 2015 17:22:21 GMT
“Loss is loss… Over time you learn to get over it.” A hand absentmindedly going to her stomach as she spoke about it. Her gaze falling toward the ground as well as the words faded into the winds around them. After a few moments she inhaled the cool crisp air enjoying its taste and feel as she then released it. Despite their age difference Mimikku felt that Milac was something of a kindred spirit. Listening to him speak about the one who had come with him to Earth made her raise her head once again and look at the young namekian.
As he spoke of the nightmares and about how he could barely sleep she nodded in agreement to him. Most of the time she only ever got rest from sheer exhaustion more than any sort of want. A lot of her dreams where quick snippets of the past before her mind would torture her about her inadequacies in life. Be it Ruto or the daughter that never got a fighters chance. “I can sympathize with you so much Milac. As for the pain I hope that it is that you never do experience such a thing. “
She continued to speak truthfully and with a purpose to her words. If Milac could read anything into his words he would realize that Mimikku was shielding the pain in her voice as she spoke about the current topic. As the winds picked up around them Mimikku brought her arm around herself. “D..Do you have a shelter that we could rest within til the winds die down? As much as I love this weather I would prefer to not become a Kagami cicle.”
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Post by Milac on Mar 12, 2015 13:57:30 GMT
The image of Milac cracked a weak smile at Mimikku as she spoke, trying to regain his composure. Although he could indeed feel a bit of a chill, Milac had forgotten how much more sensitive other beings seemed to be to the chill of the winter. As she asked Milac for the location of a shelter, Milac turned towards the mountainside.
“I.. I didn’t come to stay but when I was here before I came across a cave over that way,” Milac’s image said pointing. “Or we could try to visit my friend in Jingle Village, but it could be a bit longer of a trip to go all the way down the slopes,”
As the wind picked up the little namekian waddled forward a little bit in a bit of a struggle through the snow, up to his knees in the white substance. After a bit of struggling it was as if Milac suddenly remembered that he was capable of taking flight and he began hovering just above the snow blanketed ground.
“It might be warmer down at the village, but the cave is a lot closer I believe,” Milac finished.
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Post by Mimikku on Mar 12, 2015 20:02:39 GMT
She smiled at Milac in her usual kind way. Mimikku shivered lightly as she listened to the young namekian speak about the nearby cave or about going to the nearby village. The idea of a warm place to rest her head and a possible warm meal in her stomach made the Kagami rather happy. “Your friends place sounds much nicer… and much warmer than a cave Milac.”
She turned to look around the area again as if she was making sure there where no shadows about to come jumping out at them. As she turned back she noticed him floating above the snow and she almost slapped her own forehead as she realized that with the flight the pair could make it to the village rather quickly. “It is good to know that you can fly as it will be so much easier for us to arrive in the town faster. Especially with this snow coming down as it is we could easily get buried out here if we had to try and walk. I doubt that Lilith would want to freeze to death.”
Mimikku chuckled once again as she took into the air just above the snow as Milac had. As she floated there Lilith would chime up. “Hardy har har there Mimi. But yes I feel that a warm place for our head and a warm meal will make for a great evening instead of the cold. Lead on my friend.”
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Post by Mayze on Dec 21, 2015 5:45:34 GMT
Mimiku, you've earned 1387 pl
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Post by Pieter Wolfbane on Dec 14, 2016 1:57:05 GMT
Milac: 1284 zeni. 5016 > 6,300
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