Post by Mimikku on Aug 4, 2015 1:27:05 GMT
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Today was a different day for Mimikku. She had felt her strength returning to the form she had but it was nowhere near what it was that she felt she would need in order to attain a body a lot like the man she had met. Yet through all of this she felt the disconnection that being dead was slowly bringing to her connection to Lilith. Something that had been so strong that they could sense one another emotions and motives with ease had slowly begun to erode in her days that she had remained dead. Every day though she did attempt to talk with her and some days where better than others. All the while she was trying to find out a way to regain her body as she was not someone who had been gifted the right to keep it nor was she allowed to get near the training compound other than on the path outside of it. Yet today was one of those days where she was passing the training grounds when she felt the ground beneath her quake and shake. Staggering in her floating form she moved and floted beside the solid wall. Leaning against it she focused once more to try and talk with Lilith.
:: Lilith smon I know you are there. As I have not lost my connection to you I swear it. I do not want you to go anywhere… You have been in my life for thirty years. I could not see myself without you… What would I be without you?” Silence came back to her as she outwardly showed frustration for the first time since coming to heaven. The small fluffball that was her soul fumed little bits of the ever creating and vanishing fluff pushed straight up from the core as she would be stomping should she actually have a body at this time. Grumbling to herself in words not suited for heaven she went into her mind and screamed out. “ LILITH GET YOUR ARSE OUT OF WHATEVER HOLE YOU FELL IN AND TALK WITH ME.”
Huffing in her mind she was angry as the green haired goddess slowly manifested herself for the first time in many days. “You know it is about time you showed back up. I have been calling for you and nothing. Not even a I am busy Mimi please leave me a message. It has just been complete and total silence. What is wrong Lilith. Mimi.. I am so sorry I just have been talking with the other goddesses… There are so many of the family around here. So many of us within other balls of energy like you are but most are ignored as most have been here for so long that this paradise feels just as that. A paradise for both goddess and mortal who called upon their strength to help. So many of our people finally released from servitude enjoying their eternity up here. It is a paradise. I.. do not know why it is you want to go back Mimikku. This is the one place we can be ourselves and finally be released from the pains of hunger, cold, loneliness… Everything that we have struggled with since we came to Earth.”
If Mimikku would have had a mouth it would be turned in a scowl right now and an angry growl would be escaping her mouth as she verbally started to fume at Lilith. “So that is where you went off to. Talking to your ancestors and all of them told you to say here. Sure lets stay here Lilith. Stay here and ignore the plight of our people just as all of the ancestors that are here have done. Have none of them heard the call from our people and just decided to ignore the call to remain in paradise? Have you thought of that. Or how many of these goddesses inhabit the very cowards that gave our people over to the Saiyans with bent knee. At times I swear Emer was right to try and dominate his goddesses within him. To become greater than their power instead of doing like we have for so long. We have been in harmony for so long I though could never see myself changing that. Lilith we have lived together for three decades. We have been through all manners of hell… Hell we even died together in an attempt to try and become greater than any other Kagami in existence. And here you are wanting to just say ah we are done. Everything Ruto preached means nothing… Everything we fought for until his death meant nothing to me… If that is the case then yes you would love to stay here. Maybe spend the rest of eternity lounging by that lake and you and your goddesses can have your get togethers while the rest of us can never know the touch of another for eternity…”
Her fluff was literally walking in a tight circle about twenty feet in diameter as she was having this internal argument. Thankfully it was all internal as otherwise Mimikku would be easily seen as someone who had already lost their mind completely. Though the amount of fluff that was rolling around her would seen she was deeply upset about something. Though thankfully she was not approached by anyone and she was able to continue the conversation internally. “I want to go back Lilith because our people need a symbol. You remember what I told Emer all those months ago. The Kagami as a people defeated with no legends of their own. The saiyans have the legend of the Super Saiyan. We have seen the manifestation of that legend appear before us not once but twice. Once in the form of that man in West City before the Blue Banner Army took over and the other in our half daughter Ninjin. Our people need a Super Saiyan. We need a symbol and I want to become this symbol now. We should strive to become it…”
Lilith stumbled backwards with the ferocity that she had gone toward her with. IT was something new to have from the smaller woman. She had become a ball of energy that was going to be pointed in the right direction. Which right now the direction is in her attempts to become a symbol and create that legend for her people. A woman who was to be a martyr in all senses and yet someone that would stir her people’s souls.
Today was a different day for Mimikku. She had felt her strength returning to the form she had but it was nowhere near what it was that she felt she would need in order to attain a body a lot like the man she had met. Yet through all of this she felt the disconnection that being dead was slowly bringing to her connection to Lilith. Something that had been so strong that they could sense one another emotions and motives with ease had slowly begun to erode in her days that she had remained dead. Every day though she did attempt to talk with her and some days where better than others. All the while she was trying to find out a way to regain her body as she was not someone who had been gifted the right to keep it nor was she allowed to get near the training compound other than on the path outside of it. Yet today was one of those days where she was passing the training grounds when she felt the ground beneath her quake and shake. Staggering in her floating form she moved and floted beside the solid wall. Leaning against it she focused once more to try and talk with Lilith.
:: Lilith smon I know you are there. As I have not lost my connection to you I swear it. I do not want you to go anywhere… You have been in my life for thirty years. I could not see myself without you… What would I be without you?” Silence came back to her as she outwardly showed frustration for the first time since coming to heaven. The small fluffball that was her soul fumed little bits of the ever creating and vanishing fluff pushed straight up from the core as she would be stomping should she actually have a body at this time. Grumbling to herself in words not suited for heaven she went into her mind and screamed out. “ LILITH GET YOUR ARSE OUT OF WHATEVER HOLE YOU FELL IN AND TALK WITH ME.”
Huffing in her mind she was angry as the green haired goddess slowly manifested herself for the first time in many days. “You know it is about time you showed back up. I have been calling for you and nothing. Not even a I am busy Mimi please leave me a message. It has just been complete and total silence. What is wrong Lilith. Mimi.. I am so sorry I just have been talking with the other goddesses… There are so many of the family around here. So many of us within other balls of energy like you are but most are ignored as most have been here for so long that this paradise feels just as that. A paradise for both goddess and mortal who called upon their strength to help. So many of our people finally released from servitude enjoying their eternity up here. It is a paradise. I.. do not know why it is you want to go back Mimikku. This is the one place we can be ourselves and finally be released from the pains of hunger, cold, loneliness… Everything that we have struggled with since we came to Earth.”
If Mimikku would have had a mouth it would be turned in a scowl right now and an angry growl would be escaping her mouth as she verbally started to fume at Lilith. “So that is where you went off to. Talking to your ancestors and all of them told you to say here. Sure lets stay here Lilith. Stay here and ignore the plight of our people just as all of the ancestors that are here have done. Have none of them heard the call from our people and just decided to ignore the call to remain in paradise? Have you thought of that. Or how many of these goddesses inhabit the very cowards that gave our people over to the Saiyans with bent knee. At times I swear Emer was right to try and dominate his goddesses within him. To become greater than their power instead of doing like we have for so long. We have been in harmony for so long I though could never see myself changing that. Lilith we have lived together for three decades. We have been through all manners of hell… Hell we even died together in an attempt to try and become greater than any other Kagami in existence. And here you are wanting to just say ah we are done. Everything Ruto preached means nothing… Everything we fought for until his death meant nothing to me… If that is the case then yes you would love to stay here. Maybe spend the rest of eternity lounging by that lake and you and your goddesses can have your get togethers while the rest of us can never know the touch of another for eternity…”
Her fluff was literally walking in a tight circle about twenty feet in diameter as she was having this internal argument. Thankfully it was all internal as otherwise Mimikku would be easily seen as someone who had already lost their mind completely. Though the amount of fluff that was rolling around her would seen she was deeply upset about something. Though thankfully she was not approached by anyone and she was able to continue the conversation internally. “I want to go back Lilith because our people need a symbol. You remember what I told Emer all those months ago. The Kagami as a people defeated with no legends of their own. The saiyans have the legend of the Super Saiyan. We have seen the manifestation of that legend appear before us not once but twice. Once in the form of that man in West City before the Blue Banner Army took over and the other in our half daughter Ninjin. Our people need a Super Saiyan. We need a symbol and I want to become this symbol now. We should strive to become it…”
Lilith stumbled backwards with the ferocity that she had gone toward her with. IT was something new to have from the smaller woman. She had become a ball of energy that was going to be pointed in the right direction. Which right now the direction is in her attempts to become a symbol and create that legend for her people. A woman who was to be a martyr in all senses and yet someone that would stir her people’s souls.