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Post by Deleted on Jun 6, 2015 15:37:46 GMT
It was a somber feeling in his bones today. He loved this woman with all his heart and it positively ached with pain. It made him feel like he wanted to stay and watch children grow and raise up as better men then he. Upstanding people in a civilization foreign to hate and war. Foreign to the way he lived and away from the death of piracy and the life he had. But as he thought on it and after speaking with Hyoza. The seas of space and stars called to him like a song of a siren. His sword was secured at his hip. His scouter in his pocket capsulized along with his pod. A letter in his pocket for a ending thing he considered. Should words fully fail him. He saw himself now as less then he'd ever been. Perhaps he deserved what he'd decided and which is why he made that decision to Hyoza. He considered recalling it since he met Tomare. But he knew he'd never be anything but a pirate, a scoundrel. One day he knew his fun joyful party would end with a blade in his heart and a mouthful of blood. No higher power stood above him to guide him. An anything thing would be powers above only seek to chain him and punish him. He'd been waiting in her cave for her to return. A bottle of wine stolen he'd poured to cups where he stood listening for her. The make was the same he'd offered her that first day. Innocence like the kind she had tasted sweet to a sinners lips. But he'd always have his true love that of adventure. An nearly all he'd known sooner or later died out there. Papricha had been taken and cut to bits on that pirate ship. Cucambarh had died when they messed up that gold heist on the what they though was a abandoned mining planet in Arcose space. The list went on as he knew names were slowly scribbled out in his head. Soon he would be among them as well... He had no grand idea he was immortal nor would he wish it. He's a bastard and a unwanted saiyan child to a Brenchian officer of the Arcosian empire. He considered himself even if he'd never told anyone before a scoundrel worthy of death. But he just couldn't accept death and thus why he lived as he did. Fighting drinking and sailing the galaxy for adventure and coin. Flirting with the woman of death till she'd finally get the best of him. Yea he liked to think of death as a woman. Only fitting for such a creature to take his life one day after all. He'd kept the letter hidden and would present it when he made his leave. Hoping she'd not despise him when she got here and he'd speak to her. Hoping he'd have someone on a planet he'd feel was safe. Not just another soul he cares for that he waits to hear of or hear of bad news. Given its why pirates make so few friends. Hard to get close to something you think is just gonna die on you. His last love died similar in fashion. So its why he also knew he couldn't bring her with him. Life was just unfair he though looking at the ceiling of the cave. Perhaps that was the one thing he wasn't allowed to steal... happiness. His tail kept around his waist secured as he listened letting the smell of wine hit the air. Wondering just how he was gonna get this out as he considered to be true and to the point. He owed her that much. Tomare
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Post by Tomare on Jun 6, 2015 16:25:29 GMT
Tomare makes her way back to her cave.. naked and cold from training up high on the mountain. "Ugh, that was the usual but.." She sighs lightly as she gets to her cave.. seeing Jarvis inside. "Jarvis?" She smiles lightly at him and begins walk to him.. she sees the wine and her smile widens lightly. "Ohhh? That liquid again?~ Must be a fun time ahead then?" She walks over to him and kisses his lips lightly
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Post by Deleted on Jun 6, 2015 16:33:22 GMT
He'd hear her turning to see his naked beauty approaching. He'd kiss her back and offer a glass shortly after sighing and walking over to her bed to sit down clearly looking sad and light distraught. "Somethings come up... We nee to speak about whats happened between us. Although I feel like doing so will feel like dying myself." HE soured at the idea if she hated him and didn't understand. The idea that maybe she'd soon despise him. He wanted to hold her right now but felt he hadn't the right kiss her and feel like he mattered to someone. But he was slowly realizing he had no right to matter to anyone. Maybe thats why this was happening... Daring to dream for more then he ever deserved.
"Share a drink with me please... Listen to my words Lassy. An if when I'm done if you want me to be gone I'll understand." Offering her a glass with one hand and his own in his other hand. He looked sour after saying his words. Feeling like he wasn't feeling up to this. Almost like a scoundrel considering running. But she deserved him to be a man. Not just slink away like he used too.
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Post by Tomare on Jun 6, 2015 16:37:15 GMT
'Something has come up?... What is it?.." She walks over to the bed and sits next to him.. a concerned look on her face. She takes the glass of alcohol and she takes a sip from it. She looks at his face... worried about what he is going to say. Did he get a woman pregnant? Does he want to not be her mate? She doesn't know..
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Post by Deleted on Jun 6, 2015 17:07:35 GMT
He'd sigh and drink his wine in a straight shot down his jaws in a quick drink showing how skilled a drinker he was. Taking the sting to the stomach quickly in a strong gulp. Licking his lips and kissing her once more just to taste it one last time. But hoping she'd not hate him and perhaps one day more would come. His lips parting with a sorrow tone. His eyes had a sorrow look in them. Like a man who'd recently lost lost all life drained from him. "I'm being called away... A pirate crew has taken notice and if this goes how it seems I'll be leaving this planet possibly. I've also made enemies that may make it hard to move about." His body rustling about a bit as he fidgeted in his seat. The bed shaking a bit as his boots clacked on the ground. He was nervous and clearly shaken.
"You are always the stars and moon of my heart. But you know what this means... The things I may need do. I wouldn't ask you to wait for me lass. When its likely as any time I'm gone off word especially I will likely one day stop being able to message back. This life kills us all sooner or later." He'd say the words hurting but his mind putting up a barrier to the hurt. Trying to be strong. Expecting a slap or a hate you to come his way. Wanting desperately to have a hug or some comfort. But even since his youth he had not comfort from mother or friend. He was used to this pain.
He'd think though of his love once before her. His friends he held so close he'd have called them brothers. The contacts he made here and there in his adventure of the sea that was galaxies over. "As much as my gut bleeds to ask you to join me over leaving... I can't. I look back to where others who once called me mate were. How they died horribly on this path I love... My brothers in arms slaughtered in ways that if I told you about would make it impossible to eat or sleep for days. In truth I haven't had a nightmare free night until I finally met you. I suppose the gods feel the need to curse me even now..." His hand squeezed the glass tight and a crunch was heard as he broke the glass he'd brought. His hand quickly dripped blood in large quantity on the floor. The glass was digging deep in his hand. He seemed to not show pain and squeezed it tightly not even realizing he was doing it. In the mind state to punish himself as he looked at her. "I miss them all... Rough as they were. Reminding me of what I am... And feel it. All empty inside..." He'd say regarding that pit that had returned to his soul. The hungry void that sought treasure and adventure. This life was never meant to be a happy one and those that lived it were doomed to repeat tragedy in their joyful and terrifying voyages. Prizes plunder and adventure in trade for a empty heart and a soul you knew was to rot in the bowels of hell. Perhaps that's why most of them were people like him. Not family other then the danger and will to travel and never stop. To always know loss and right to gain more in the wake of it.
"For years I've been rushing into the unknown taking what I want and doing as I pleased not giving a toss or a worry to those I hurt... Yet here I am. With my life and power growing riches not far off and a love I likely now make hate me. Feeling no better off or smarter then the day I was a pup that left home. Thinking of the adventure the coin and the thrill of all that lay before me." Talking as if he couldn't describe it. To him he'd never known many care for him that didn't die and those that should have cared often didn't. It was like knowing at any moment the next thing was to strike you and you'd either be the stronger for it or die like a cad or a coward. The smuggler in him refusing to back down or give into the need to stay or open himself to leaving the life. "But when... I finally turn around. Look at the life I've lived and the journey thus far. There's not a man nor women I've ever loved left standing beside me." There was reason he never told her of his friends. As he just said clear enough without saying it directly. Nearly all the people he had long since passed. Wondering if she'd know what thats like that all you love often dies at your side and left in your wake because of this way of going on. "Maybe I'm just not a good man but I can't stand the thought of you dying too... I fear my heart couldn't bear it."
The glass in his hand had torn open his palm badly. Blood painted her caves floor and yet still he paid it no mind. "If you wish to strike me... Or command me to leave I can. But know you made and still make my heart feel as if it belongs to more then a man deserving of little more then disease and death. You made me actually feel like more. But this is the way we both knew it would be sooner or later. I just wish I could see you again... But alas as I often do I figure soon you will wish the same as my comrades? To see me join them in deaths clutches as all my kind eventually do." He'd spilled his heart out trying to make her make sense. Even if it wasn't as detailed as some may have been it was more then he'd ever given anyone in words and explanation. He wanted to love her and for her to continue to love him even if they couldn't be together as she deserved. To be a spark in her heart where even one day if she held another she'd always remember her blue haired spark.
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Post by Tomare on Jun 6, 2015 17:18:27 GMT
She takes a sip from the glass as she listens to all Jarvis has to say, she looks at him with a..worried face.. she doesn't want to kick him out.. or strike him.. she slowly looks at him and sighs. "Sly dog.. im not going to make you leave now.. and I understand, being a pirate is your job and you have to do it.. you will always be in my heart, you wont leave it.. I will wait for you, love.. I will wait for you." She leans over and kisses his neck lightly, a smile across her lips
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Post by Deleted on Jun 6, 2015 17:35:22 GMT
He finally realized his hand was clenching when she kissed she smiled as well at him. A smile was more then he deserved from such a warm face. He as well did something he had never done since he was five years old. He'd long since locked it away after his mother had made it clear he was a soldier not a son. A mistake to be molded that lead to his escape and running as a scoundrel to a woman who was never a mother. A bot with no father, A curse is what he was. An as warm as she was he answered at first in only tears. Looking at his palm and the bloody that dripped from it. "You will always be a light in my heart... A friend and a love. Know that whatever happens after I am gone I will always care for you." He'd say not wanting the feeling of her lips at his neck to vanish. Kisses that meaning and not just the nips of working girls he'd met before.
He'd pull out a letter keeping it in his hand. He'd give it to her when he was about to leave waiting a little longer to feel her at his side. Her scent was in the air and it felt like... Well it must have been what home felt like. "You must truly be something above us meager creatures. You've pierced the heart of a scoundrel. I haven't felt the sting of tears in years. I'd thought these eyes were unable to shed such things anymore." He'd turn and kiss her once more. Perhaps one of the last for a long time that would ever feel like something of matter. "The world owes you so much more... I will take my leave soon... Weill you allow me to hold you for awhile?" Placing a arm at her shoulder. Wanting to hug and embrace her and just feel her in his arms one time. Warm in his arms as he'd tried to remember what it was like to feel something that actually made this life feel like living mattered.
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Post by Tomare on Jun 6, 2015 17:41:00 GMT
She takes the letter with a smile. "Sly dog.. I am glad to have changed you so much.. im glad.." She kisses his lips softly.. and then she whips away the tears and hugs him.. just as he did for her when she started crying over her father. "Sly dog.. my sly dog.. you can hold me for a while... you can." She kisses his lips deeply.. slowly reaching over and gripping his tail.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 6, 2015 17:49:18 GMT
He'd kiss her back softly leaning her forward as she grabbed his tail. A rush of blood to his cheeks as he'd lay them both down softly on her bed. Holding her warmly to him. His eyes heavy and sad look in hers. His hand would lightly touch her as if he touched a lover he'd had for years. Brushing her cheek and brushing her hair behind hear ear to kiss her. Whispering in her ear from her touch to the tail. "Lay with me... Before I go. Touch me so I may know the touch of a lover." Placing her hand on his chest at a heart that beat rapidly but felt like it was dying. He'd try and pull her body close. Thinking he'd leave his letter once it was time to leave. A hand touching her leg lightly and his tail would slowly begin to wrap around hers. He'd look down at her his blue hues in his eyes burning with a want. Looking lost as a few years made his cheeks wet and shined. A red stinging feeling in them as he kissed her taking in this flavor. Like a charge to his soul and pain.
"You're first kiss... You're first entanglement. I'm glad I was able to show you love those times... Some part of me is glad it was me to take your firsts and perhaps always be present in your heart." Massaging her softly as he held her not sure if he wanted to cry more or not. He didn't feel like a ravaging beast like he normally did but a calm love in the sadness. Wanting to do what lovers do over the rough bungles they'd done before. His tail intertwining with hers as his heart tried to hold together.
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Post by Tomare on Jun 6, 2015 17:55:11 GMT
She smiles at him lovingly as he lays down with her, his tail wrapping around hers. "As you wish.. sly dog.." She kisses his lips softly, moving one of her hands through his hair slowly. "So soft.." She grins at him as her tail yanks on his, she wants to do that thing.. one more time before he has to leave for the stars. "Sly dog... I love you." She licks his lips once, a small breath leaving her mouth.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 6, 2015 18:18:29 GMT
Her nude body under him was breathtaking from her training. A sight of pure lovely art that it made his very heart and soul quiver from the mere sight of her perfect tone and flesh. Her perky attributes that made him thrive to desire her. His tail being pulled as it was only sending more hot sensations into his cheeks in a blood rush. "Aye its hard telling when we will leave. An when dangers will be present even on earth. At least we have the moment though." He'd say softly. Caressing her body as he'd hear her speak she loved him after the kiss the word upon her breath. "Aye lass. Forever and always." He'd say in a heated breath.
He'd let his finger tips dance over the whole of her body as he'd slip out of his clothes quickly and easily. Getting them entangled in a sweaty hot mess of passion and connection. The cave turning into a sauna as the sounds would echo through the mountain. His hod body growing stick as they moved together their flesh wet with sweat and things. Her tongue and lips giving special attention as he'd kiss her lovingly each time he'd show her something special to prove he did care for her even if they may not be as bonded soon. The very cave would quake as they'd do what lovers do in the most intense and sensual manner.
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He'd be gone though by the time she awoke. It was necessarily the last time they'd meet perhaps before he left. He just wanted to be honest with her. The letter he left clutched in her hand would read as follows.
"My dear Tomare. I will love you forever till the day my heart finally gives out in me. An even if we meet each other every day or once each year. You will always be one of the lights in my heart and soul. Whatever comes of us whether you find new love or hold me alone forever. Know we will always be close. Always hold some spark together even then. I will never replace the spot in my heart for you. An prey many a time in the future we get to talk and be near each other again. An when the fates if ever do decide to take this scoundrels life. I hope I can see you once more in the next life. I hope dearly you never resent me for the choices I've made and make today. Forever yours... You're sly dog. Jarvis." The words were written as best he could in a nicely made letter. He'd always be ready if she was to call him and in need of his aid. Her and her friends as well as her future heart string connections if in his able would he help. She was without a doubt... Part of his soul to him now.
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Post by Pah'mazhan on Jul 2, 2015 16:10:05 GMT
Jarvis typed 3025 words, so you will be rewarded with 3975 Power Level!
(127,258) + (3975) = (131,632)
Tomare typed 399 words, so you will be rewarded with 455 Power Level!
(41,447) + (455) = (41,902)
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