A Pilot's Struggle (Ayumu/Invite Only)

    While being called up by a figure called Celmaru, Ayumu first waited a few moments before picking up, enjoying the ring tone softly as he was probably screaming his lungs out to have been calling him this early on the day.
The sun having raised up to the middle of the sky already while simply enjoying the falling down sakura leaves untill he finally picked up the call and hummed softly.

"Good morning, Silver lake, how may i help you?"

    Before that shout came in, slowly becoming silent and hearing the humanoid shout for help, a shockwave travelled over the lands as he flew up into the sky, performing a multitude of jumps while Hana simply walked over to the eating area and saw a piece of rope attached to the bottom of his abdomen and the cart.
A single moment of realization as the sound of her scrambling body was heard before three screaming voices were heard inside as the entire cart was dragged into the sky, while he made his way over to the person that asked for help, barely listening untill he then heard the key words of what was going on.

"So, You are being afraid of Phae again? Seriously Celmaru, you gotta man up and just give them a firm squeeze y'know?"

    Chuckling softly, knowing that he was already on the way towards the human hybrid called Celmaru before slowly down the pace lightly, gaining a smirk on his face before starting to softly whisper, putting the line on lock to make him unable to pass out or turn it off.

"Just imagine your hands, their tense muscles slowly sinking into the flesh of that woman as she begs for your name, slowly calling over to you, beckoning you to continue as you just tease her.
Unable to make her resist... Unable to make her stop demanding you~"

    Before you would suddenly see his hands slam on the window while shouting at you via the call, hoping to scare the bejeebus out of out.

"WHEN SHE SUDDENLY SHOUTS AND ROARS AT YOU WITH THE TEETH OF A VILE BEAST!"

    Soon the sounds of a explosion heard to increase the shock value as the cart had landed and most of the visitors were gone, while looking over to Phae and giving her a tip that he may be a fan of something bigger on the top, before handing her a bikini and giving her the tip that sometimes having something like that is better than being naked while looking unphased and knocking softly.

"Hey, can you open the door? it seems that you wanted me to get you a hand to help right? So you better not make me wait outside, as inside the stall are a few people who are rather pissed at you for making us come here for nothing~"

    His words having a certain edge to them, almost as sharp like the words of a maiden who knew you were cheating, while simply knocking once more, hoping to get a decent entrance untill you realized.
Did he really rush over here... waking up three rather easily pissed off people to help you for probably nothing...?
You may be in trouble!

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    Simply nodding he then smacked his hand on the window, a cracking appearance visible on the window untill you saw that he managed to knock out all screws while it shoved outwards slightly before speaking softly.

"You will get that fixed rather easily, but may i tell you one thing?"

    Jumping inwards into the ship, you knew that from this simply show he had the ability to repair the ship with the skill shown on his simple blow, with your anger he was but a mere ant in the path of your future, easily able to be destroyed before reaching out his hands towards you.
Showing a small marking on the palm, it was there to take your attention away for a mere split second while also making you calm down a bit.

"Why are you so worried? she is just a obstruction as you said it right?"

    Making you realize something, if not, his words would ram those realizations into your brain and make you realize just what he was meaning with those words.
Keeping everything in balance while his stern body, showed that he had not a single moment of wanting to back out, even if you were able to kill him off in a mere instant.

"Phae should be proud of you as i was not lying when i said you were a tsundere, Celmaru, look before your very own words that are not shots towards me, but words of worry from your very own heart.
If you truely did not start caring for her you would have been able to ignore it because you are Celmaru, You would not give so much attention to somebody that would be of no meaning to you."

    Taking out a small deck of tarot cards, while shaking it softly, you could not sense a single bit of energy from him, while turning himself around and his hands moving the stack to the right and flicking his finger to move one card towards you, the Lovers arcana.
It was there, almost as if the gods of luck themselves decided to interfene with what your options and choices were.

"You have always lived a life afraid of trying to bond with people, but here you are, you are married and are starting to get afraid, showing your anger to another person and giving me a run for my money, just because you are afraid of losing who is so precious to you.
I will show you that love is powerfull enough to bring even the strongest warriors to their knees, even that arcosian you are going to kill will not be able to bring down the feelings that you bottle up inside of you"

    While then turning around, leaning on the inside wall before a soft smirk became apparant, his eyes showing a certain kind of clarity.

"Let us be blunt here, you love phae, you cannot handle her straight forwardness, yet you still worry about her with your entire heart as you are unable to handle what the future tosses at you.
While you are probably thinking about how hana has grown much stronger again, but that is because of one diffrence between the two of you"

    Ayumu simply reaching out his hand outside of the window, before pulling in Phae, making certain that she would be standing infront of you, crossing his arms softly while smirking.
That previous smirk only getting brighter as with a closer look, without prejudice, Phae stood there, with a beauty you have never truely gazed upon.
She wasn't a object in your eyes, you couldn't do that but neither had you seen a real woman apart from a sex objects from all these previous times as the sense of desperation in the actions of Phae were only too obvious in the aftermath that was your mindset now.
She was just a married woman, somebody who wanted to share the love with you wouldn't she?, That ring on your finger that you didn't take of at all, yet you could.
You could have taken of that ring and abandoned this relationship after the marriage, yet after obtaining this ring, you kept it, you kept it dear and with you, as she simply carried a ring on her finger too.

"You two love each other, so stop being so fucking stubborn and embrace the woman you love, even if you are too young to understand that you are heads over heels, you should atleast show her the love she wants and deserves.
Just like she shows you so much love because you deserve it."

    While you were about to step into the gravity room, you heard a nasty slam as you tried to close the door, the sudden realization of that fleshy sound of a humanoid male his hand getting caught between the thick steel plates of the gravity chamber room while smiling widely, this ancient knowledge that burned on his face, yet he didn't contort in pain or anger, instead you saw acceptance on his face while he simply reached out his entire body and grasped your shoulder.

"Mother and Father, i have failed you as i tried to fight for the SSE, forgetting that i have been fighting for who i truely believed in, Celmaru said himself while carrying Cecil Waterfield, who would marry with Cerena Waterfield.
A kid that he tried to keep alive while the SSE has been trying to punish him for failing his job because he placed his kid ahead."

    Placing his hands down on the ground, blood starting to drip down onto the ground while having spoken his words towards you, he simply smiled, it was a simple smile before his volume suddenly sky rocketed.

"You probably will not believe this, But both you and her used to fit right here, in the embrace of my arm like little children.
I used to hold your ancestors up, i used to hold phae up, Every single one of you that i saw i held up and simply smiled at, knowing that you would all deliver the best fucking story in my life.
Something i could write in my books and have nobody ever forget, in these thick slabs of papyrus that nobody would forget.
Yet you all grew up good and wonderfull, even your parents looked at you with such kind smiles while looking at you grow up."

    Not offering you a single moment of rest he simply sat there, smashing his hand that was injured down on the ground with a wet splat, simply sitting here, taking not a single shit about what you may do against him.
Giving you not a single moment of rest as this person who took you dearly with the burning passion in his eyes.

"Just watching you guys was like a privilege as i kept you guys safe, constantly doing my best to let you guys grow up like real people.
Yet when the time came to take on the world and be your own man, you did, you went to move out and do what you wished to do.
But somewhere along the line, somewhere you changed, You stopped being you.
You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you that you are no good! And when things got hard? You started looking for something to blame!"

    Breathing deeply while simply gazing down at the ground, these words starting to sound... familiar, as you had a flashback to his first meeting, those burning eyes of his as he knew that you were safe and accepted you with open eyes.
Yet his knowledge about you was so far out there, he knew so much about you and always kept learning more to do his best.

"Now let me tell you..."

    Slowly raising himself on his feet, for once... You felt small, incredibly so as he stood there, looming over you, his 0 pl felt diffrent for once, you didn't feel ki, energy, you felt nothing of that sort.
What you felt was pure and without a stop, it was a emotion that burned so brightly it simply frightened those near him as he loomed over you, making certain you would not move a single fucking step.

"The word aint all sunshine and rainbows, it is a very mean and nasty place.
And i do not care how tough you are, it will BEAT You to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it.
You, Me, Nobody is going to hit as hard as life.
But it was never about how strong you became or how hard you could hit them Celmaru."

    His words were like a blade, slowly cutting over the nerves that became tensed during his conversation, word by word, repeating what he told you in the past, yet this time it sounded... More direct.
More pure, stronger, more determination behind him as the expieriences he had to build up were not something he just dropped and pointed away at others.
This man had taken all the blame during his travels and simply continued moving forwards, letting nobody stand in his ways of helping everybody attain their true ending.

"It is about how hard you can GET HIT and keep moving forwards, How much you can TAKE and keep moving FORWARDS.
That is how WINNING IS DONE.
So if you for kami's sake know what you are worth, then get what you are worth!
But you gotta be willing to open yourself and take the hits!
Do not go point your finger at somebody else because you are not what you want to be because of him, or her, or ANYBODY."

    Clenching both his fists before shouting out loudly, his eyes showing a strange beastial kind of craze, for a split moment you felt like you truely felt the cold river of anger that laid dormant within Ayumu.
That ice cold tension that was burned away by his simple desire of doing what he had to do without a fail.

"THAT IS WHAT COWARDS DO AND THAT AINT YOU.
YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT CELMARU."

    Before taking a deep breath and turning himself around, refusing to leave the room but not looking at you anymore he simply continued, raising his head to the roof while a soft smile was visible on his face.
This single smile you saw, it was more painfull than any blow in the world, it was a smile that could melt the heart of most creatures as it was one of true belief.
The smile of somebody who truely said that he believed in you and continued struggling to help you, his back covered in scars, new scars, old scars, obvious and thickly coated over his back.

"Maybe you are just doing your job, but why do you have to stop me from doing mine?
Cause if you are willing to go through all that shit to fight against him, if you are willing to get through all the battling to get where you wanna get.
Who has the right to stop you?
Maybe you have something you have wanted to do in the past, Anything, Something you never finished, SOMETHING!
And you dont know, even after you have paid your dues.
Who has the right to tell you that? Who!?
Nobody.
It is your right to listen to your gut and ain't nobody is going to say no after you have earned the right to be where you wanna be and do what you want to do."

    Simply sitting there before raising himself up and his grip on the door that once hurted himself was gentle, yet the muscles in his arms showed the feelings that bubbled inside of him before letting Phae in.
Refusing to let you escape while bluntly speaking.

"I am just doing my job here Celmaru, As nobody has the right to complain when i have put my life on the line to see your story to the true end.
I may not know all the details you wish to know, all the stories your mother told you at night while embracing you softly and seeing you tucked in.
But i am going to act as i promised to those old bastards in your family line who you hate so much because of being a mingle, you are not a hybrid, you are not a saiyan and neither are you human"

    Leaving the door open while shouting loudly, his final words before falling down on the couch nearby.

"YOU FOR GOD SAKE ARE CELMARU WATERFIELD, SOMEBODY WHO IS GOING TO STAND VICTORIOUS OVER ANY BATTLE AND WILL NOT SUFFER AS LONG AS YOU WORK HARD.
NOW BE HONEST TO YOURSELF AND DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO."

    Before groaning lightly and taking out a bundle of herbs to crunch on, slowly starting to chew on them before chuckling softly to himself, speaking softly about how he represented that stubborn old fool who always pointed his finger at others.
He was a true shiner y'know old man? he is really taking after his family, His mother should be goddamn proud of him reaching what he has been.
Slowly wiping the thick droplets away with the back of his hand, hiding his emotions while smiling widely.
Whispering softly to himself.

"You make me goddamn proud sometimes kid, go get her...
You fucking deserve somebody who is as honest to you as phae, but phae also deserves who is as great as you...
Do not let her down or i will deliver a punch harder than life..."

    His own, unique laugh slowly coming out, a soft Gi-shishishishi, that was his laugh silenced by the waves from outside.
Knowing that nobody would be able to hear him from back here.

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    Simply smirking lightly while speaking softly to himself, he knew that nothing would have been as easy as this today.
Having helped them develop he could only push himself to bind his hand softly while starting to take a soft nap, Everything slowly falling in place deep within his torso as he took out a piece of papyrus, starting to slowly put everything on paper.
Wondering softly to himself what he could best do right now before simply shaking his head and gritting his teeth, knowing that everything that happened today was such a important factor in his life that he could still just look down at his hands and wonder softly.

"When can i tell him the truth?"

    Feeling a painfull sting in his hand while slowly looking outside, knowing that the day will not be over for a long while yet.
As the day was just starting for them, chaos coming their way in a larger number than just one.

[Part 1 end]