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Post by Mimikku on Oct 15, 2014 17:29:13 GMT
Mimikko sat outside of the cave in the desert. Staring out at the wastes extending out before her she smiled softly. Emer was still gone and Nai-Ran had left to head to the city to purchase some things. This left the small female Kagami all alone and it was something she was so adjusted to. A soft sigh escaped her lips as she sat there. “What is wrong Mimi? Thinking about your mission again or are you thinking about your new friends? I mean I know that the one with Mother and Sister within him interests me. As Mother would not choose him without reason. Maybe you should talk with him and try to not antagonize him and see and learn what you can from him… Maybe do your memory sharing with him so you guys can learn from one another.”
As she was alone she spoke out loud to Lilith as she did when she had been at home. “I do not know if sharing my memories with him would be such a good thing. I mean he would know all of my secrets if he could decipher them… and I would have all the memories.. of what created all that pain that is evident on his person. I cannot imagine how much pain that has caused him or continues to Lily I.. I am physically weak especially compared to that mountain of a man. I feel intimidated by him just by being near him…
[color=green “Yes but you where not this way around Ruto and that Saiyan was even larger and stronger then Emer is. You never had any issues with him…[/color] Of course I didn’t Lily. I loved Ruto and he loved me. After our nights on Appodorra where we finally got over the specific roles we had played our entire lives and just became a man and woman toward one another..” Lifting a hand which she clenched into a fist which she placed over her heart and touched her sternum through her clothing.
“Why did he have… to give that human woman a child and not acknowledge me and tell me to go into hiding instead.. letting me talk him into having me there and having me… get stabbed and lose… Things happen Mimi. You where there because of how you cared for him and how you expected something to happen. Neither of you could of seen that he would be killed and you nearly killed. I.. did what I could for the both of you but I could not make you move fast enough to help Ruto. I had saved your life but could not save your child without transferring into them and then all three of us would of died.” Sighing she leaned back against the rocks as tears stung her eyes. It was true though as she released her hand a slight trickle of blood from where her nails had pierced into her palms. Shaking her hand she let out a light note of pain.
A few droplets of her blood splattered onto the rocks beside where she sat. Bringing her arms around herself she sat there for a few hours as she recalled everything again. Though her mind continued to craft up what ifs, and what would have been if she had done this or that. The fevered nightmares had made her toss and turn yet she awoke with a start as she saw the darkness of the desert stretching out before her. Taking in many breaths in rapid succession she clenched her robe as she lifted her head up her eyes blinking many times and glancing all around. In her mind Lilith spoke to her. “You had many nightmares Mimi. Constantly anguishing yourself because of what has all happened. Your still beating yourself…”
“Not.. now Lilith. I do not need to know what was going on. I.. felt all of it like it was happening to me and.. how did I pass out so quickly… I guess I am rather weak willed to allow my feeling for him to keep.. pushing into my own mind. I wish that I could talk to someone about this…” Lowering her head she pulled up her knees to her chest.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 15, 2014 18:46:28 GMT
Emer stood there for a moment looking at the sky, He had left the two girls a few days ago. In that time he had meet a Namekian that had generously healed his wounds. Though it was a painful experience, more so than letting his wounds heal by themselves, it was a miracle that he had been healed to such an extent. Though he knew that if he wasn't careful, he could overwork the goddesses within him. Currently Emer had no clue where he was headed at the moment, he knew where Nai's cave was located in the desert, but he decided to take a little detour from it. He needed to get his head together especially with how he had responded to the two of them. A small sigh seemed to escape his lips, as he began to think about other things. Suddenly an Idea struck him, while he was out this long he should develop some things in his mean time. Sitting down in the sand he closed his eyes and began to focus. Small pings started to alert him a tiny bit.
It was like a wild instinct within him, tapping into a dormant part of his brain, it brought the hair on his arms up slightly, he began to feel out with his own ki. Suddenly he detected one that felt familiar, he had guessed this belonged to Nai. Though she was still far away, last he remembered she was going to need more clothes, the distance she was suggested that she had indeed went to Satan City. A small smile came across his face as he began to dwell deeper into this strange sense, he could almost feel her exact location in the city, before he decided it was better not to. Changing his attention he felt something a bit closer to him, it seemed different to him, then he remembered why, it had the strange sense of two beings just like him. Suddenly it hit him like a brick he knew who that was... It had been Mimikku, the strange Kagami that had the fixation of being with a saiyan. Shaking his head slightly Emer, kept the force in his mind as he went down to a nearly exact location of where she had been. It seemed that she was just over the dunes a little bit,
Irith seemed to be more active at the moment as she spoke to emer. 'Hey young one, I think it would be a good idea for you to go over to the girl. I know that last time you had a dispute, but I know what it's like to lose the one you care for so much, I hope you don't take this as me giving her pity, or asking you to. I just think it would be a good idea for you to talk to her, you never know what might happen, and that'll be a blessing in general, sides she's the only other one of your race in millions of millions of miles. You should make friends with her.' Emer let a small sigh come out of his mouth as he thought upon it, without speaking he could sense that Alith was in on it as well, she wanted to speak more to her sister, and it would probably be beneficial. The young Kagami stood up slightly, his feet following the small aura that he sensed, it seemed to get stronger the closer her got. Soon he was upon the older Kagami as she seemed to be sitting outside talking to herself. I suppose one would think that it was safe to speak alone being in the desert.
But at the same time, it added the sense of security as it was night, and the desert was colder than anything one could expect. Not saying much, he listened to her speak to Lilith, and mentioning something about not now. He had only shown up for the last part of their conversation, thought it seemed Mimikku couldn't sense him, the fact that now he got so close only about a few feet behind her, Lilith should be able to pick up the presence of her mother being close by. Though he didn't have much to say to the girl he didn't wish to be rude and end her conversation. Though he could see barely the small drops of blood falling towards the ground. It seemed that she had been angry over something. Or perhaps at someone, was it cause of how he left earlier? Couldn't be as they hadn't even known each other for more than five minutes before he left. It was long enough to lead her back to the cave, and then a breif conversation between the two.
Suddenly Alith began to speak to him. 'Hey you should say something, other than just standing here, I mean I know it's not everyday you see another Kagami, but you should at least be proper and say hi. Instead of just simple eavesdropping on someone because they're talking aloud to themselves.' A small smile appeared on Emer's face as Alith seemed to chide him. Without thinking about it too much he spoke out to the girl, though not exactly pleasant it was the first sign of him showing a bit of care towards her. "You know, it gets cold out here, and you're not use to the climates like I am. I suggest you get something to warm yourself, other wise you'll catch a cold out here." His voice was rough as normal, but it seemed to have a bit of a soft side to it at the moment. His body looked like it had gotten a bit healthier instead of being a pale cream, he now looked like he had some color to him.
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Post by Mimikku on Oct 15, 2014 19:13:13 GMT
Lilith had been trying to get Mimikko’s attention but she had been ignoring her cries as she was still lost in her own thoughts. The pain still fresh as it was everytime she awoke from her usual nights filled with Nightmares. It took her almost five minutes to come to the realization that someone was behind her but it was not until they spoke that she knew who it was. :: I tried to warn you that I felt my mother and sister so close by. You where lost in thought about Ruto and I did not want to interrupt. :: Hearing Lilith speak to her she pulled and placed a rather fake smile on her face as she responded to Emer. “Thanks.. I was out here just talking with Lily and I kind of got tired and decided to just sleep out here… Though the cold does not really bother me all that much. As I know for a fact that Lilith helps warm me even the little bit I need to stay comfortable…”
It was obvious she was hiding behind her words as her own aura was still distressed and the pang of loss would still hang heavily over her. The sharp contrast to what she was the few days earlier could be very apparent to Emer and the other Goddesses. Though her fake smile and demeanor would not last long as she spoke up. “Emer I believe we got off on the wrong foot… I am sorry for how I acted when we first met. I.. was expecting to be alone and not have anyone that could understand me here on Earth… Other than Lilith that is. I know she understands as she has been here the whole time protecting me.. and saving me when I lost myself into despair. If you want to know the story I will tell it to you Emer so that you can understand me or… we could just share our memories with one another. I know it is something we do not offer all that easily. It is just the only thing I can think of that could allow you and I to understand one another. I want to understand your rage and why you have it…”
As she spoke Lilith stayed out of the way as Mimikko had kept her gaze looking out at the desert before them and she had not even shivered as a blast of wind came by. Though as soon as Mimikko had stopped talking Lilith cut in. “Mother, Sister it is good to see you both back so soon… And I can tell that your host is well. It is good to know that he found a way to repair that body of his without you two exhausting yourselves to death. Mr. Emer I can say that she is thankful for the concern just… When she sleeps she has horrid nightmares that always recur every evening. Without fail she falls into this same funk for the first hours of the day. Then you get the version you saw when you approached her in the dunes. So by all means please stay and talk… Well thanks for giving everything away Lily…”
Mimikko turned her gaze to look at Emer before moving her hand to pat the ground beside herself. “Would you mind though just staying for a bit.. I can understand if you don’t I understand just.. I want someone to talk with other than the one who knows the answers to all my questions…”
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Post by Deleted on Oct 16, 2014 15:36:55 GMT
Emer stood there for a moment looking down at the smaller Kagami. It seemed that she had been putting on a front, it was like she didn't want to upset him. But as she continued to smile through her first part about Lilith taking care of her a small grunt came out of Emer. "It's worse to hide your emotions than it is to show them, you'll eventually break." Listening to her talk for a moment, it seemed that they had gotten off on the wrong foot, she spoke about talking about her past, and showing him what she had. A small sigh escaped his lips as he looked up towards the sky and away from her. "I think there's one thing you should know before you offer any of that, with your current emotions and such, if you did share your blood with me, you wouldn't be moving for a few days, you're sadden by the loss of one man... Sure you loved him, I knew of that feeling a long time ago. But, I'll warn you now, my memories are far worse than losing ones love, Imagine never having that love."
Suddenly Lilith began to speak to the spirits within him, when Irith seemed to ping against his head slightly, he let a small sigh out as his eyes seemed to turn to the signature Blue that Irith possessed. "Hello Daughter, and we haven't done much actually, he meet a random stranger that was able to heal him. And then after the healing his wounds, I think the little thing broke. As it began to speak about frogs and such. Though, I have never seen a being like that. It was so small, had green skin and little antennas and such." As she was done talking his eyes switched to the orange as a sudden haughty like voice came out, and Lilith would tell instantly who was talking now. "Well then, it seems that you're still putting on a farce sister, how many men have to been able to seduce with that new body of yours?" Alith knew about her sister more than anyone, especially back when they had been born into their own bodies. Finally a cough came from Emer as he spoke. "Ignore the younger more... Annoying one."
Walking over towards where she had patted the ground, the tall Kagami went ahead and sprawled out stretching a bit. Instead of sitting there, he was sprawled out with his arm under his head, and laying down. He was enjoying the sunset as he normally did, he loved the color's that it displayed. From the orange, to purple, all the way to the small redish color it displayed. "But, if you wish to combine blood, then I see no reason to hide it from another Kagami, though I only showed Nai because she had my contract." He said with a small smile. Sharing ones blood especially when you held a goddess was indeed rare, but it was a great way to pass down the knowledge of the elders, and to reveal what you felt yourself. Reaching a hand down into his pocket, the younger Kagami pulled out a small pack of cigarettes before placing one in his mouth, using his Ki he was able to light one. He hadn't been able to smoke one being around Nai, and he had a sharp craving for them lately.
After blowing a small cloud of smoke out of his mouth he decided to speak towards Mimikku. "And do not worry, we didn't get off to the wrong foot earlier, I just needed to get away before Nai saw anything that was gonna happen to my body. She'd be like a worried mother cat, looking over a wounded Kitten." He said with a small laugh. "Though, I do not mind laying and talking to ya for now, but I do know that our paths will collide later on, as you're protecting a girl saiyan, while I am searching to destroy them. That doesn't mean for now, we can't be friends." His voice had been soft as he spoke the last part, he had no reason to make a enemy out of her right now. But they both knew that the promises they had made, and their purposes for being alive, would eventually cross one another. Laying his head into the saiyan completely he held his hand up in front of him. He brought it down biting into his thumb to draw a small amount of blood.
He held the bleeding thumb towards her before speaking. "Now it's your decision whether or not we should see each other memories, But as I said... I will probably end up carrying you back to the cave. As you won't be able to move worth a flip. That or I'd just have to watch your body for a little bit writhe and worm. Nai was laying on the ground for about half an hour before she got a hold of herself." He said with a sharp smile on his face as he remembered the poor girl lying on the ground twitch and trying to curl up into a ball at the sudden invasion of the memories. "Though, I know nothing about her, she knows all about me. Kind of ironic hahahaha." His eyes slowly went over to Mimikku, "So be careful about your choice here, only do so if you trust me not to be rid of ya, once you're defenseless, it'd save me the trouble in the future after all."
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Post by Mimikku on Oct 16, 2014 16:57:57 GMT
“You are right that hiding my emotions is bad but you would know over the past of our lives that emotions can get in our way and wind up with us dead… And it was not just the loss of one man. All I remember that night was making it to my space pod. Lilith took over my body and kept me alive as I struggled to be alive in my space pod.” Speaking up her voice was still quiet compared to normal. As she spoke however she turned to look at him and watched him pull out the pack of cigarettes. Lifting her hand she waved him off as she did not want any.
Lilith chuckled loudly coming through from Mimiko’s mouth as Mimi’s eyes changed to the emerald green when Lilith took control of her. “Well not as many as you think sister. We have had to do that plenty though over the years. It is amazing how easy it is to kill a saiyan when they think you are going to go to bed with them. Otherwise I have only bedded a few since coming to Earth. Honestly do not want to risk anything for Mimi. I doubt she would like me all that much if she awoke with a man in her bed and a bulge of a child in her gut. So I have tempered myself back.”
Mimikko took control back shortly after Lilith finished talking and heard Emer speak about the younger goddess and calling her annoying. She gave him a nod of agreement as she mentally punched at Lilith. “Well that is what I have to say as well. I mean I have nothing to hid as this has been part of our people for a long time. And I figured that part out after she told me of your contract with her. I understood what was happening with you. I am happy though that you have found someone that is kind hearted and willing to give you the one thing we all want which is our freedom.”
“I think Nai cares more because she is a very caring person. It is ingrained into her to be a kind person. Her heart is massive when it comes to helping others. Though she is still naïve about many things. Has not had to do what we have had to do to survive. We have had to kill indiscriminately. Basically for the amusement of those who had our contract. You did it because they did have it. I had to do it as they thought I was still under the contract. And I am protecting her only until I can tell her everything that her father wanted her to know. About his plan to try and quash the bloodthirst for their people… which was obviously not well received by others on the Saiyan Council. “ Speaking first about Nai then a little about their shared past before moving onto what her mission really was. She watched his movements and watched him draw his blood.
:: Well no time to hide anymore. Here is that chance you wanted Mimi. If you take it I will help you as best I can. As I know that my mother and sister will not allow anything to overwhelm your mind. You will not be conscious within your body but there is a good chance I will still be in charge until you are back. Though he will be having your memories and experiences coursing through him as well. So you both will be incapacitated for a few hours at most.:: Mentally Mimikko nodded to Lilith out of thanks. The goddess had always been something of a big sister for Mimikko and she was going to trust her once again as she reached around grabbing her blade off her back and drawing it. Spinning it with an obvious expert hand she was able to draw blood on her own thumb. “Well this is how our people shared experiences long before the Saiyans came and enslaved us and this will be how we pass on our knowledge to the future of our people someday.. So what is the worst that can happen.. Also if you do succeed and become some figure for our people. Wont it be nice to have someone that can write about what made you you?”
As she spoke she moved her thumb over and pressed her thumb into Emer’s. Closing her eyes as her body went partially limp before it resettled itself and the eyes reopened as Lilith obviously took control of the body to allow Mimikko to begin to process everything that is going on with all of the memories and everything else that came flooding into her mind. “Pays that I have been preparing for this… Finding a way to shield myself and to keep her body alive while she sifts through what she has now been given to swim through.”
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Post by Deleted on Oct 16, 2014 21:16:53 GMT
Emer sat there for a moment as she spoke about her past, it seemed thaqt she couldn't remember all that had happened that night, as Lilith had taken over her body, and made sure that she would get out of there alive. As she turned down the cigarette he placed it back in his pocket as he continued to puff on his own slowloy. Before she began to speak about how emotions could get in the way, and wind up getting ya killed. "Don't think I have any that would not get me kill... Because I know in the end I will die fighting one way or another, just to make sure I can make a better future for my race." He said clenching his fist slightly. It seemed that Lilith was talking to her sister within Emer, Giving Alith a breif second to respond the young Kagami let a small sigh escape before the woman's voice came out of him.
"To bad, I still need to steal away a potential mate from ya, like you did my boyfriend back when we had been younger." Emer dismissed her slightly before he saw Mimikku hand move to her blade. She could sense that Emer's guard had went haywire there as his body tensed, only then did he realize that she had cut her own hand. It seemed that she did indeed wish to she his past. A small smile appeared on the Kagami's face as he pushed his finger against hers, he had did this to avoid her question about what he planned to do when he became something for his people. "I hope you're ready for this, I know it'll be painful." He said laughing slightly. Suddenly her memories began to go into his own mind. It was strange to have another's personal memories go into your own, you would need time to shift through them to make sure you know what is yours. Everything that had happened to him would be flowing into her as well. She would see his life as a soldier, the life as a toy for the twin saiyans, and then being used as a pleasure object by many different saiyans. She could honestly feel all of those feelings.
She could feel when his arm had been torn off, when it had been ripped apart molecule by molecule basically being evaporated. Then the feeling of how he had been sent from mission to mission, all those around him had died, friends, families, and random people over time. She could feel each individual scar he had gained in his past as if it was happening to her own. A small grunt came from Emer as he could feel the pain from her, it wasn't physical but mental, some of which he had been use too. Suddenly he heard Lilith talking to him. A small smile on his face as he spoke. "Give... me a second, I need to shift through these... Alith, mind talking t...to her for a moment." Suddenly the Red eyes shifted to the soft orange of Alith as she looked down at his body. "This guy has a strange endurance to him, I mean I don't think I've meet anyone that has been through as much as him."
As Alith sat there she had turned to look over at Lilith, "When he's done sorting all these memories you'll probably hear from him again, but I'll tell you this much while he is shifting through them. He doesn't intend on becoming a figure for his people. You should tell this to your host, as Emer really does plan on dying at some point. He knows even if he free's his people from the saiyans, he'll need to continue fighting to protect that freedom, from others. Not only that race, he'll have to protect the peaceful civilization. None of them are fighters at the heart, but most of them won't fight even supplied a reason. If they became like him, then it would only cause others to suffer as he feels. He thinks they should stay peaceful, maybe a bit like you two." She seemed to space off a little bit before turning her gaze o his hand, it seemed to be covere din callasus, and indeed it was rough to the touch. She hasn't been in control of his boyd lately, so it was strange to feel everything again.
"He wants someone that isn't violent like him to be an image his people copy, so that they don't get as violent as the saiyans... Sound silly doesn't it?" Suddenly her presences seemed to get weaker as Emer came back for a moment. "These memories, it's strange and hard to separate, if it wasn't for Irith, I don't think I'd be able to keep myself calm while I did this..." This would remind Lilith, that he indeed had her mother and sister in him, so he'd be able to handle the stress of multiple memories better than others, especially if he could do so calmly. A sharp canine like smile appeared on his face. "Though, Alith says i'm rude for just kicking her out like that... And say you better be prepared when she takes a love away from you when you two are reborn."
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Post by Mimikku on Oct 17, 2014 15:00:56 GMT
He had been right that he had had a tough life. With all his memories flooding through her mind she managed to avoid some of the most painful for the time being as she was trying to keep everything sorted out. Though as she began to delve into the most painful memories that Emer had she felt the pain herself almost as fresh as the day they had occurred. Starting from the earliest pains she moved slowly through all of them. Outwardly Lilith would tick every now and again as Mimikko went through the roughest of memories. As Emer spoke of needing a few moments to sort through everything Lilith nodded at him as s he felt her sister take over.
“I can see what you see in him sister. Reminds you of one of those from when we had our own bodies doesn’t it? I figured that he did not wish to become some paragon for the Kagami, but he will whether he likes it or not. People will find out what he did… For better or worse he will be revered or reviled. If they all became like Emer then would the Kagami be nothing but the saiyans with a different name?” Letting the words echo out before Emer would take back control of his body. When she mentioned stealing a boyfriend from Lilith she let out a laugh. It was true that she defienently deserved the steal and yet she knew that no matter what they where sisters and that was the tie that bound them.
“If he wishes someone that is not violent like him to try and lead the people… Why not ask Mimikko to do it. She is not naturally violent and every time she has had to kill someone she tends to let me slip in to take control just before the finishing blow is landed. As I have no issues with the blood and screams of them when they die. She… is exhausted to say the least. I feel her weakly speaking to herself in here. Just talking about the pain and understanding him. I guess once she gets her mind back together I will let her come out and speak with Emer some…” Speaking softly as she looked at Mimi’s blade as it leaned sheathed against a nearby rock. When Emer reemerged she let out a chuckle. Her sisters words alongside his own was the cause.
“Well maybe I should just steal her host? Have a little romp with someone that deserves some type of release that does not come with becoming coated with blood.” She gave Emer a flirty look and smile as she then laughed lightly. Though she stopped when Mimikko got to the most painful physical memory Emer had and er body reacted and grabbed the arm that was now but a stub for Emer. “Give me a moment.”
It was a good thing that Lilith had not stood up nor moved Mimikko as her body slumped as the Goddess dove into the psyche and went to console Mimikko and help her through it. :: I am here Mimi… I felt that memory as well. That is so painful to even think about having happen let alone to feel it. But he survived it and you can as well. Now cmon you have almost gotten through everything. Your strong now finish sorting through this so that you two can talk.::
It was several minutes before the green eyes would return and she blinked several times. Stretching a little as she came back in control of the body she looked up at Emer the obvious pang of knowledge in her eyes. “Well she has been sorting through things. You really did have a shitty life Emer. Those twins where horrid. What they did to you though… I think one of them had something for you, or at least that is what I can give you as my own experience. I take it you never did talk to her on her own have you? Not since all that messy business with their father.”
Lilith pulled no punches as she had always acted in that way. Giving a slight shake of her head she continued on after a minute or two. “Well I mean you can look into Mimi’s memories and find out what happened when she confessed to Ruto as they were in space heading to Appodorra. I know you do not ever wish to see them again and if you do it will be too soon and I cannot blame you but I would stop and talk with the one who has always been the follower of the two. “
She let out a sigh as she reached up and scratched the side of her head. “Though you now know about her mission. About how she is here to find Ninjin and inform her of her heritage. Her heritage of her father being a member of the Saiyan Council. About how her uncle betrayed and killed him taking his seat which he has held since the day he killed Ruto. How her father was killed by bringing up two controversial topic to their attention. One of which if he had managed to get it passed you would not of been in the pain you where. You might of grown up a normal Kagami without the pain and anguish. Ruto’s brother was efficient in his coup of his brothers power and destruction of the act of granting any race born in the Saiyan Space to be seen as equals even if they could not fight. So someone like you would have been given a normal life.. and Mimi could of stayed happily with Ruto. Shaking her head as she finished talking. It was all of course just the speaking from Lilith. What Emer and her sister and mother really do with it is up to them. Leaning against the stone she just looked at him as suddenly the emerald eyes vanished and she began panting extremely hard as the crimson eyes looked up at him.
“I never knew… But now I do… I take it.. you are alright as well?” Mimi’s soft voice coming from her body between gasps and slight groans of pain which she was suppressing on purpose to act tough and yet she was tough to already be back in control only ten minutes after the memory exchange.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 17, 2014 16:45:17 GMT
Emer sat there for a moment listening to the goddess inside of Mimikku a small smile seemed to appear on his face as he listened to her speak about a rump of her own to keep. "I'd be careful on what you choose as a rump, as this one has gotten use to pleasing others girl." He seemed to be in full control again as he sat back for a moment, a small sigh seemed to escape his lips as she looked towards the sky for a moment. "Though, I guess I should say that it honestly didn't occur to me to ask yall... As I said currently our paths will cross at one point, and it would be pretty bad if that happened. But as you wish to protect the half saiyan, this Ninjin you talk about, and my own goal would encounter each other at some point." The younger Kagami seemed to be lost in thought for a moment, as she continued to speak to him. Then she stated something about being right back. It seemed that the girl was having a rough time getting through his thoughts.
Before she had escaped into the thoughts, it had become obvious shes had just gotten to the part in which he lost his arm. A small laugh escaped him as he expected she hasn't even made it to the worse parts yet.When the girl came back out of Mimikku, she spoke about how he had a shitty life, a small smile appeared on his face, as he looked over at the girl. "If you think that's shitty, I feel worse for those that had died in that life. It was nothing but bloodshed. But I don't think I need someone to be a release for me, I mean it is someone elses body that is in ya. Though, I suppose the offer doesn't sit on and idle mind, I may call that up some time." Though she could tell that he was kidding, she probably couldn't help but feel that there was a bit of seriousness in that statement. "I don't really know what to think at the moment about her memories, seems like they're alright... But just proves more of a reason to destroy the saiyans, as they betray their own kind. WIth plots of betrayal."
"Though, I suppose I do understand where you're coming from... And I had no intentions of going with the saiyan female. I know sh had feelings for me, but that is why I never got close to her, it could of proven to be a bit difficult for her, especially as you said with the incident with her father. I don't think anyone could of predicted what had happened there, I mean I certainly didn't think I would lose my arm that day, but it seems that even if we don't predict something, it will happen. And if you do predict it, it'll never happen. So it's best to predict the worst to happen when you go into something, odds are that nothing will happen to you then... At least from my experience, when I expected the worst, it never came to be true. Like my own death, I always expect it to happen, and yet it has eluded me ever since I began to think I would die..."
As he sat there for a moment, his attention turned to the girl. "You know, I might just talk to her for a little bit, because sorting through my memories isn't going to be as easy, with only one of you having to work on it at a time." He said stretching out completely and looking around slightly. "I don't know what else to say to Mimikku when she comes back out this way, I mean it's not every day you have someone elses memories flow into your mind, and it can be quiet the shock." Looking through her own memories he had seen what it was like to love someone, and for some reason that feeling was similar to one her had earlier. Shaking his head slightly he listened to Mimikku speaking about the coup that had happened with the brother. "It all comes down to a small matter about what one believes, doesn't mean that it will always happen, I feel sorry for her for losing her love, but in the end... She lost something a bit more important."
Suddenly it seemed that Lilith had faded away once more, and left Emer with Mimikku. "I am alright, considering that I've been talking to your goddess for the time being. I don't think I would believe what you said about these before showing them to me. But I do think it was fairly incidental that it's something I've felt before." He said sitting up and looking over at her as she was panting. "I hope you know that, you're going to have a nice bit of different nightmares." A soft smile appeared on his face.
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Post by Mimikku on Oct 17, 2014 17:33:24 GMT
"Good to know you are alright. Not that I doubted my memories would be enough to overwhelm someone like you. After seeing how beaten and broken you were Emer I knew that mentally you had to be at least the same level of scars.” Mimikku spoke as she sighed. Rubbing the bridge of her nose as she seemingly was coming to grips with everything. It seemed that she was obviously not hiding anything from Emer anymore. It would be little use as he would know she put on the shields she had.
It will give me something new to be terrified about then... At least it will be something new to look at every night. This is so strange though. I sit here knowing who I am and what it is that I have experienced over the years of my life. Yet I have all of your memories as well and now I have two people’s memories within me." When he spoke about her nightmares she cracked a slight laugh and a smile. It seemed she was finally fully relaxed around him.
Reaching over for the short blade she pulled it over and placed it behind her back. Once back in place she turned her gaze back to him. “So what did you and Lily talk about? I assume it was a few things about the memories I have. I mean all of those hurt… Some more than others obviously honestly do not know what all I could say about them Emer. So much pain and yet you had a few moments that made you happy. I saw them and I feel so bad for you that those Halcyon Days fell away as they did. If only there was a way to make these current days the best that you can… I mean we are with Nai. That Ryashi is to me is like the daughter I never had. I mean that as she is kind and caring enough to help others without any sort of incentive of compensation. She acts just as I wish the child I lost would act should they of grown. You Emer… You are like a kindred spirit to mine. Except of what I did which was confront Ruto you kept your feelings hidden. I.. I would have been second guessing myself my entire life if I was in your shoes but then again I am not and have not lived your life…”
She sighed as she staggers to her feet. Taking a few breaths she looked up into the slowly blackening sky. “I mean.. we are but specks in the overall plot of things are we not? Like the grains of sand all around us. And yet we fight and struggle to make a mark. You with your way and path. Me with my path of trying to guide Ninjin in the right ways. So she does not become a bloodthirsty and selfish like all the rest of the saiyans or half saiyans can become. Even if my own life becomes forfeit to keep her on the straight and narrow I will do that… Emer she will if she lives like her father did she will become a force that could help our people. Remind the saiyans that they themselves had been slaves at some time in the long past…” Going quiet shejust looked up at the sky. Lilith appeared beside her with a slight ethereal look to her. Placing a hand on her shoulder as she stood there quietly contemplating everything she had experienced and now knew about him.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 18, 2014 18:31:40 GMT
Emer sat there for a moment as he had closed his eyes. He could sense her moving and shifting a bit. It seemed that her and Lilith had finally switched places again completely as she took over her own body. "I suppose it is a good thing that I am fine by the memories. But at the same time, you would think I'd feel a little emotion for them, and yet I am deaden and destroyed, that I can no longer feel the need to care." He said with a small sigh escaping his lips as he looked up at the sky. It seemed that it would be night any time, and the sunset had already disappeared, it was becoming almost pitch black out here, and it was going to get very cold soon. It didn't seem to bother most too much when they live in the desert, but it gets cold enough at night, that everything freezes. "I wonder if Nai has ever come out here at night, I could just see her walking on her hands, because out here it's too cold." Emer was laughing slightly at the thought.
As Mimikku spoke about his past giving her something new to see at night he chuckled. "Well, I hate to break it to ya, the more you dwell into those Memories, the more you'll see of me. And you'll probably won't be able to look at me the same again. As you'll see more of my body than you do now." He said mentioning to the fact of when he had been used as a pleasure thing for the saiyans. He was sure she felt all of that earlier, and what he had felt during that time. "It takes some getting used too... To have so many memories within you... But I also have two within me... I have Irith and Alith... And now your's is within me. As Alith and Irith has somewhat told me before, when we die, we'll eventually become a guardian spirit like them... And we'll be there to guide another Kagami when they eventually ask for the goddesses blessing. I bet they won't be expecting a male to come to them. Especially since most Kagami Males hardly ever ask for the blessing." He said thinking about his home planet.
Suddenly it seemed that Mimikku was asking him about what the two of them discussed, a soft smile appeared on his face. He had no reason to hide what they had discussed to her. "Well, the first part of it was her saying that I had a shitty life, and to some point I guess I could agree. But there's been worse like dying out in the middle of no where." He said thinking about those that had died in the middle of the battlefield and never recognize by being the ones to take most of the damage. "And then we began to speak about who should lead the Kagami. So far, I won't be doing so, because in the end I die to protect their freedom, and we don't need them becoming violent like me. It'll just be the saiyans over again, so she suggested you... Though if I did that, it would mean having to spare the saiyans for a time being." Emer's voice seemed to be softer now, and wasn't so rough towards her as he sat up. Spitting the cigarette in his mouth out into the sand. "Those use to be nice to smoke... Now I have no real reason to use em."
Looking over at her, he thought about throwing in a small remark, and he decided it was best to let her hear this part. "And she said, that she'd probably seduce Alith host. That a little rump wouldn't be so bad for him. And he'd need a way of release besides being covered in blood." He watched her closely to see what she would say to something like that, considering it was Lilith talking about using her own body. "I told her, I would have to turn the offer down for now, But I will keep it in consideration, as it could be a nice way to relieve my stress than just killing some fool, and getting covered in their blood." A small smile appeared on his face as he said the last part, so she knew that he hadn't turned down her goddess completely, which would surely be nice for his entertainment, as she seemed to be the shy girl thus far, and had only been with one other man. And that was with the saiyan called Ruto.
Mimikku mentioned Nai again and a sharp laugh came out of Emer's lips as he spoke. "Don't take the laugh the wrong way, yes she is a nice person, but I can't help but think that her kindness is going to make her get placed into a situation which will be hard to correct." He said thinking about it. Just a few days ago, the three of them had all been in the cave together, and she had just mentioned something about a half saiyan that would be visiting them. A soft sigh escaped his lips. "And as I promised her, I wouldn't bother that saiyan when it came. In fact I don't think I'll need to interact with her, as long as Nai keeps me busy with something to do." It seemed that Emer was slowly coming to ease about being around a saiyan as long as his mind was distracted. "Though, when we where in a fight with the saiyans, it seemed that she made me angry, as I don't like to be made a fool. As I told her to let the woman take the hurt saiyan to the ship of hers to heal the poor girl. And yet she tried to stall them, so I had to stop her." A small smile appeared on his face.
"I'll tell ya what though, I think I hit her a bit harder than I should, but in the end... I just couldn't control myself any more. I had been fighting with a broken body, using the goddess blessing, and I can't remember much more after I went to stop her... All I remember after it, was starring around at everyone." He said sitting up straight, he had been caught between a delusion of fighting in a war again... It had been a bad time to picture himself there again, and it winded up in him fighting the others in a pretty hectic situation, they had all been weakened and hurt, but at the same time... No it wasn't time to dwell on that, he needed to become stronger, so he wouldn't let those memories take control of his life anymore. Without knowing it, he heard the woman speaking about the same half brred again. A sharp laugh escaped from him.
"Trying to remind them they too had once been slaves would only anger the saiyans. As they hold something about pride. And I hate to be the barer of bad news for you... But if she is that mans daughter, what makes you think there isn't any saiyans searching for her on this planet right now? I mean while we're sitting here talking, there could be forces hunting her down just like yourself, attempting to destroy her." Emer stood up slightly and looked down at the young girl beside her. "And I'm sorry to say this, I could be one of them with my current mission, and what I intend to do." Though he was repeating himself at this point, so far he had been truthful to his word. He let one saiyan escape, but killed another. And those that stood in his wa, or didn't listen to what he had said, whether friend or foe, had been either attacked, and knocked back, or as the chubby saiyan that day, been completely erased. "Sorry to make this all gloomy all the sudden." His hand raising to scratch the top of his head.
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Post by Mimikku on Oct 20, 2014 18:44:09 GMT
“I already see you in a different light Emer. You are not some arrogant fighter as I had originally thought. Instead you are a tortured soul. One that has been torn apart and rebuilt more times than even he can count. A soul that has been scarred deeper than anyone I have ever known.” Her words where calm and collected as she pulled her gaze back from the skies above. Looking at him she gave him a slight smirk of acknowledgement as she knew she had gotten the memories that he spoke of but she had skipped as much of them as she could as to her they where nothing compared to what built him up and tore him down over the years of his life.
“I think it will surprise whoever it is that calls the goddess and gets you. I have a feeling though that no matter what the two in your own head will help you along with that. I know Lily has told me that should I become a guardian spirit like her that she would help me learn to control what I can and cannot do. Though that is still many decades away for me and possibly the same for you.” She knew that last part was a lie as she had the suspicion that Emer would enter the halls of the dead long before she did. Sighing to herself when he spoke about his non-leadership of the Kagami. It was true that he might not be the one to lead them yet she knew still that there would be those that idolized him.
“You do not have to spare those that are wicked and fight for the sake of evil. Though evil is all perspective when it comes to the saiyans as we both know. I can say that there are some that are tired of the constant fighting and would not mind living in peace with all the other races, but we both know that they get droned out in the cacophony of fight cheers. Maybe there should be a refuge for those who do not wish to fight and then you can take out your anger on all those still elsewhere that wish to fight? I know it is a ridiculous idea but it is still an idea nonetheless.” She had turned away from him when he heard mentioned that Lilith had threatened to seduce Alith’s host. She began coughing as she turned back to look at him as she did not know how serious he was about what she had said. Seeing his face and knowing that he was serious she let out a nervous laugh. “She.. was… I am going to so hurt her.. Though it would not be the first time she has taken over my bod before and had me sleep with a few gentlemen in the past twenty years. So I am not against it just not in favor of it without my consent…”
“Well you will not hear me defend the intelligence of saiyans when a fight presents herself. I mean I remember having to knock Ruto unconscious and drag his oversized self home. “ She tried to shift the topic rather quickly. As despite the comfort with the subject she was not liking Lilith basically pimping out her body towards another. As he made things ‘gloomy’ all Mimikku did was shrug. As to her those types of things happened all the time.
” You can say making it gloomy I would just say you are more a realist while I am an idealist. I hope for the best in everyone. As for people hunting her. I know for a fact that if they caught wind of her she would be getting hunted. I mean she is a rival for one of the Council Seats. A half breed or naught they will attack her and do it with rapidity. So I hope she comes to visit Nai-Ran sooner than later so that I may be able to talk to her and tell her of her father and complete what he told me to do for her. Then I can go back to living my solitary life up in the mountains. I already miss the peace and quiet of the evening and days up there. With only the animas and water as my companions.”
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2014 15:51:05 GMT
A small laugh seemed to erupt from the taller Kagami as he sat forward. "I suppose, that one would think of me as an arrogant person when I stated, that I will take out the saiyans. But truth be told, I've only meet one saiyan so far that was on par with me as I am now. At least, he was on par with me till I accessed my blessing." He said thinking back to Pieter. The man had been strong enough to fight him toe to toe if he remembered what he had felt back when the man had been fighting Kor. To Mimikku here it would probably shock her, that he has surpassed most saiyans already, though he hasn't faced an Oozaru yet and wouldn't claim that he had. "Though, I wonder what would of happened, if I had fought him with a full moon. I may not of even gotten close, I've seen what that does for the saiyans." He said remembering one raid that had taken place on his planet. They came during the night, and transformed into giant beast. Those memories belonged to his grandmother. It was certainly something else to remember them now.
Suddenly he snapped back from his thinking, listening to what she had been saying about someone who gained him as a spirit, a laugh seemed to escape from his lips. "Oh my goddess, I could just picture someone saying 'What the hell?!?! I thought I was praying to Goddesses, not a man.'" A small smile appeared on his feet as he sat up from his laying position before finally standing up to his full height. "Though, I will say, as a male, it's unheard of for me to have a goddess within me... As most males don't earn the blessing of a goddess." He said looking down towards his hand, he gripped it slightly and it balled up into a fist as he turned to look at her. "So I guess, it goes without saying, I think my case and what I wished for, made these two feel sorry for me. Especially the places I was at and the time I called upon them." His voice seemed to trail off, as he was remembering the first time the three of them had meet. It was during his time on Argosia, a very mysterious place that had creatures that looked like something out of a movie. Giant slime balls walking around.
As she spoke about evil and such he listened slightly. A small smile appearing on his face, till she mentioned something about a refugee for those that wish not to fight against him. Suddenly he seemed to be displeased but something he was about to say, would probably shake her to the core. "If I leave a single strand, there's always a chance for them to enslave our people again when I pass." His voice was cold and heartless, and then this next part is what would shake her core. "Though, I feel as if the two races combined, it would ensure them to be free for far longer... Though a saiyan and Kagami baby would be an odd one to see." Upon hearing those words, he could bet that she would stare at him dumbfounded, as if he had become a completely different person... Considering that he had actually thought of a way to make them equals, even if it meant for a chance that they'd become slaves again. "Though, I do dare say I don't think I could come to terms with that myself. I'd have to distance myself from them cause the hatred of saiyans run deep within me." He said with a sad smile.
When she began to speak about their intellegence a laugh erupted from him as he stood there. "I'm no brighter than they are, all I know is how to fight. I constantly get into things that I shouldn't, I always come out looking as if I had gotten the worst of it... Though I suppose I have still being alive while most of my opponents have died." He said thinking back to all his fights. Except the one in which he was the tournament, and the woman had literally planted him into the ground with nothing but her rear end, causing some major headaches to come back. And the disturbing images of how ugly she had appeared after she had changed. Suddenly it seemed that Mimikku was talking about this Ninjin again, and how she had stated that there surely would be those that came after her. Knowing that about Nai being her friend, it was hard to see another of his kind so wrapped around another. "I suppose it pains you that it wasn't your own child with this. "Ruto" You speak of." He said without insulting the man. He was actually just stating his name for once. Which to him left a distaste on his mouth.
She seemed to speak highly about Nai a soft cough escaped his lips as he put the cigarette out on the ground. He had only managed to smoke half of it. "Not as good as I remember them being." He stated with a small smile before placing a hand on Mimikku's head. The rough hand covered in scars and callus was oddly gentle to the touch. Though she could still feel everything on there. "You know what, as an small gift for showing me your own memories. I'll give you one chance, to make a promise with me. I'll allow you to have me keep one promise here and now. Regardless of what it is, I'll keep that promise above my own mission." He said. IT seemed that the Kagami really was changing, as he was talking about a promise being higher than his own mission at the moment. Meaning she could wish for anything she wanted at the moment, and he would do so.
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Post by Mimikku on Oct 22, 2014 21:06:02 GMT
The fact his strength was impressive was making a point within herself. IT was obvious just how far the gulf was between the two of them. When he mentioned a full moon her eyes went wide as she had seen the Oozaru of the Saiyans. The destruction they caused was second to nothing and she had seen it firsthand on a few planets as she had followed Ruto around. As he came back from his thoughts and spoek about the persons reaction to him appearing she let out a laugh as well. “That would be amusing. I can only see their face lighting up as the goddess’s voice talked to them then bam a god stands before them instead of her. And seeing as you said that most men do not call for the goddess as easily as us females do. That means you might inhabit a females body one day. Then maybe you can understand our wiles some.”
She just chuckled as she thought about it all. Then came the bombshell to her ears. He was talking about what could be if the races actually combined their lineages instead of staying divided. If the Kagami and Saiyans became one people instead of two. His words about the infant made her smile fade a little bit but she nodded at Emer. But then came the words she had hoped he would not say as they reverberated within her head. Bringing a hand to her stomach she let out an audible sigh as she looked down at the ground. “Yes I do wish it was.. our child that survived not the child of his trist with that human. Mine… died the same day he did. I was pregnant at the time Emer. I stood there and tried to save him but wound up so badly hurt that I could not and… in order to save my life… I took the life of their child to sustain Mimikko’s life for long enough for her to begin to heal. It… was one of the most painful decisions I have ever done.”
Lilith popped in as Mimikko began to feel her emotions take over her mind. The goddess standing in for her as she slipped aside for the time being. Lilith did not react to the hand other than to reach up and take the scarred hand in her own soft hand. “Tell me what the promise is and I will relay it to her so she can give me the response. Emer you are a strange one for a KAgami but then again you are probably the strongest of all Kagami. You could probably take the seat of Vegeta should you go and fight for it…”
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Post by Deleted on Oct 23, 2014 19:12:17 GMT
Standing to the right beside the smaller Kagami a small smile appeared on his face as she spoke about how he'd some day end up in a females body, or that it could be possible. "I do not think I would like being stuck in a females body. It's bad enough for mje to listen to the two that happen to reside witin my head. They cause me to have headaches nearly constantly..." He said referring to both Irith and Alith. He watched the girls reaction to the next part as she began to speak softer and it seemed that she wasn't going to forget what had happened to her any time soon. But he could tell with the way she spoke about Ninjin that she wished it was her own that she had been protecting. Letting a small sigh out he heard her goddess take over in mid sentence, about how she had used the childs life to keep the Kagami alive. "It may be brash, but there is always a way other than sacrifice as I've found." He said looking over at the goddess.
"I'm sure you know, with how much blood she probably lost during that time, if you had taken the blood from those that you killed, you could replace the blood that you had lost." He stated looking at himself. "I've had to do it quiet a few times, and sometimes my body felt like it was revolting. If I hadn't at those times, I'm sure I wouldn't be standing here talking to you." He said with a sharp smile on his face. Suddenly Lilith began to speak about how he was probably the strongest Kagami, a small snicker came from the male as he stood there. "I'm no stronger than the next Kagami. I've been broken and rearranged as most of us have." He seemed to be stubborn on that point, that all Kagami where equal to him. Or perhaps he regarded them in a higher esteem than he did himself? Was it because he had been tainted by the fact he fought constantly? Or the fact that he had been changed by the saiyans so much. He didn't consider himself an different than them now.
As she spoke about the seat on Vegeta he let a hmph escape from him. "I have no taste for the saiyan seat. I think it would only cause people to target me more than they already are. I mean could you imagine how much a saiyan could get off of me? If they where able to get a hold of my contract and put me back to work... They'd make a fortune since I haven't meet many that could stop me... Let alone kill me... Even if I should of so far." Tired of talking about the saiyans Emer began to walk away from the two of them. It seemed that Mimikku was done for the night. He didn't blame her in and shape or form. A soft sigh escaped him as he spoke back towards Lilith. "The promise is her decision, she can wait till she states what she wishes for... Or when she finally comes around to using this promise to her own advantage." His voice displayed that he wouldn't be backing down from any promise she came up with.
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Post by Mimikku on Oct 23, 2014 21:05:11 GMT
“IU know all of them Emer… The greates sacrifice was to take the child as if I had not they both would of died. Even if I had taken in the blood of the saiyans around her it would of changed her child beyond what her and Ruto would of wanted. You are not a woman so you would not know that the strain you feel when calling on our blessing it impacted her child. The child was being smothered by me inside of the womb so instead of making it suffer…” Lilith spoke plainly and rather matter of fact like. IT was a very sharp contrast to how she had spoken earlier in the evening. Looking up at Emer it seemed she was looking past the man’s eyes and toward her mother and sister as she spoke back up.
“Mother and Sister I know that doing that is a cardinal sin for us. To interfere so directly in the life of someone especially an innocent… That is why I remained quiet within Mimikku for so long. We did not travel or try to become stronger as we saw this life watching someone grow that could have been yours was punishment enough.” Her words fell off as she looked at Emer as he spoke of the Kagami as a whole being stronger than anticipated. She felt that his strength had to be immense but the goddess just smiled at him. After a moment though right as Emer stopped talking Mimi’s eyes flickered and returned to their normal red state.
“I understand that. If you took up the throne or even attempted to they would ty and invoke the contract over you… Just like when I was set free he told me if he dies to head to Earth not to head to his family plot on Vegeta. As if I had I would be come property of his brothers. All of whom I would not mind seeing you crush under your foot Emer. As they are disgusting bigots of all saiyans. Using their power to rape and pillage anything they see fit to and not just what the Empire wants them to. Ruto told me a story of his one brother disregarding a superior and ransacking a village and taking the daughter of the village elder for the evening…” Her fist balled as she recounted the story. It was obvious she hated the man for this and the hate was within her. Though her words went quiet as she heard of the promise. She nodded toward Emer as she caught up with him.
“Here let me make us something to eat while we await Nai’s return. I mean I will get us something to eat and we can make up something for her for when she returns.” She had a soft smile on her face as she tried to ignore a few of the thought Lilith was sending toward her.
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