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Post by Mimikku on Aug 25, 2015 20:35:33 GMT
“Well killing slavers is most definenetly not looked down on. I know full well many that would applaud you for killing your slavers over the years. Also hearing that you set any others you found to be free is a great thing Icarus. That most certainly had to be a good deed created by you just by doing what comes naturally to you. Imagine what you could do if those instincts became more. You turned those good intents into firm actions by setting free hundreds of slaves. Who knows maybe next time we die we wont be alone this time?” Speaking up about the slavers and how he had done what he had to them made her blood begin to pump. Despite what he had said about the leaving a ship out in deep space she pushed it from her mind. Jarvis had done some good even if at the end of it all the deed ended without any real pure good done.
Listening to him speak up about the needs of a planet should she decided to try and find those that had left behind her homeworld and had begun to wander the endless expanse of space. Knowing his words to be true she nodded toward him. Understanding the words he spoke to her very core. “You are right Jarvis. No matter what I want for my people. No matter what we will want for ourselves that nature of fighting is now within us. We will need to learn to protect ourselves. Create a home for us that will survive the test of time as it where… You know this might sound crazy but would you want to come there should such a place exist? As you are strong and seem to do well enough for yourself that learning to train others might come as second nature to you, and to be honest you are right about the risks. Though I feel that this would be a risk so well worth taking that it does not matter anymore. As I will someday do exactly what I told you I will do. I will create a haven far from all these warring factions and create a place where people can just live free. “
Her own tone was a matching somber and yet there was a glimmer of hope pushed within the words she had spoken. Yet by the end the somberness had fallen away and only the hope remained behind in her words. So much would Mimikku sacrifice if it meant the others would be allowed to go free and live their lives then she would do it. Though she snapped back from her thoughts as he spoke about being an immaterial puffball. That made her laugh out loudly as well. As for her that was the most unnerving part of being dead was only being that high pitched voiced cloud. Not being able to pick up and move things sucked. “Oh yes that line was insane. So many dead people every moment and the line never tapered off nor ended. So I had some sympathy for King Yemma having to be stuck at that desk non stop without ever taking a break. So I bet you that is why he is such a grouch all the time. As for the connection we share. Its something we have both grown into and we respect one anothers boundaries… or at least we do most of the time. Sometimes she will cover for me for hours at a time while I catch shut eye and my body moves pretty much on auto pilot. So it is rather helpful.”
As he spoke about not needing to be reminded about a good meal and a good drink it brought a smile to her face. Remembering such sweet and fun memories never ceased to make her feel great. That and almost all of the memories Ruto was inside of with her so that filtered her memories a lot. Though the more she hung around Jarvis the more she knew full well that he would of fit in well with the misfits that had been inside of their group of assassins and fighters. “He would of put you through the ringer but at the end of the day you would have been thanking him for it Jarvis. That is just how Ruto was. Trained himself endlessly and trained me as well. He trained me to use this very blade with expert precision. To be able to use it for every single thing be it the mundane like opening these cans or opening ones throat in a single slash. I know how to disable someone with it in a split second. Yet even with all of that I was too slow to stop when he was killed before my very eyes.”
She let out a long sigh as she used the blade to quickly open up the can for Jarvis and then slide it back into the half hidden sheath behind her back. Reaching over she picked up her can and her hand began to glow with a soft green ki. As she used her ki to slowly heat the can to cook the pasta inside of the can she hummed lightly. After the blessing she had given him she noticed his stammering. It was unusual she had to know as someone like him was not used to having someone show genuine compassion toward. ”I take it that you are not used to anyone showing you even the basest of friendly motions there Jarvis and not expecting anything in return?”
Smiling as she got up to go head over to the bar scrounging around behind it for a minute before finding some forks. Tossing one to Jarvis as she headed over to eat as well. Sitting there she smiled listening to him say that he was tired and worn out from all the training as of late. “Well you are a Super Saiyan. I would not expect you to do anything except train your heart out to continue to achieve greater strengths of power. I on the other hand know full well that I am not in yours nor many others leagues. But I will just do what I do best and that is travel and learn anything and everything that I can.”
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Post by Deleted on Aug 26, 2015 10:04:33 GMT
He'd laugh at the idea lightly behind tired blue eyes at the idea of saving many slaves or being some hero perhaps one day. Truthfully he was one who often let or preferred to merely cut a path and let people help themselves. It was how he'd lived and often he'd thought it better to save yourself then be saved in return. Let you learn rather then becoming dependent and no one was ever really there for him to depend on after all. The boy being his own guardian for nearly as long as he could remember even if he made some of the choice himself. "I've freed a few here and there. But I normally have always been the kind to let them save themselves as well just cut a little path the times I was upon them myself. Worlds not a kind place and ya gotta be able to take of yourself in the end. No ones gonna be there for you all the time an if ya ain't ready then you'll end up dead or worse sadly." Kind in tone even with such a dark truth. He was careful to not be to harsh in the idea give her background but still true in the words that we all had to be strong for ourselves. Jarvis not the type to rely on others when he didn't absolutely have to most times. But there were rare occasions. It was usually just to avoid the idea of owing people something.
The idea of her planet and heaven idea did amuse him and he had to respect it to a point. He knew likely if he had more love for either of his races he'd see the want to preserve planet an culture just as she would seek out a home for them. But for Jarvis it was more like having two homes and neither he was welcome at. Always a stain on heritage and a black mark many would rather see dead then likely acknowledge as carrying either blood. "I wouldn't mind seeing this little heaven one day if it comes to exist. Training a spirited lass here and there of your kind. I've been all over the galaxy at least until I find myself wanted or not wanted here or there. Earth has held me longer then most planets do surprisingly but not sure if that's all good reasons or not. But if they are all like you or at least close with perhaps their own spirited spirits I may have to take you up on that. Heh suppose if you do do this for your people you'd be a queen or some sort of leader as well? Pays to have high connections your lord ship." Jesting to her with tired eyes smirking for his joke as well as eyes dancing over her figure once more as well. Just in his nature for how he handled kindness. Something he did often to people he found of interest. "Never know... Maybe one day I may get to know some of your kind a little more warmly.. Heh white hair you said before? I'm sure a little blue may add some color here and there." Unable to stop himself from chuckling at that little jest. Trying to be kind in his pained and tired state. Still battling the dark thoughts etching at the back of his mind.
Also the idea the spirit could perhaps watch out for her in sleep. So did she not sleep? Heh so that was her plan. "Ah so does that mean if you don't sleep you will slip back into the night after I slip from the waking world. Cheeky girl its normally me whose supposed to be the one slipping out before the lady. You may spoil my reputation and having people think me a good man. Tch Tch tch." Jesting with her. Continuing after the rest of her words as well. "Still rather a interesting setup. Almost like letting me get two first impressions. Maybe I should have made my offer to the other one. I'll be damned if I didn't miss a opportunity there. You must be throwing me off my A game with all your kindness. Always clever and watchful with either your or her forever watching I take it." His voice fading into a more natural less whimsical tone. Some of his show and bravado fading as he began to relax his body washing over with a sleep sensation. Perhaps if he had grown differently this is how he'd always have sounded and speak and relax so naturally more.
The words of her husband as well inspired more smiles and chuckling ideas. A good man truly he had to admit she was lucky to actually find such a man. An he would have though as well her clever of her cooking skill with energy but before he could speak something snapped in his eyes with what she said about friendly motions. The way he expected such things of them as well from it. A moment of weakness in his eyes quickly replaced by a injured angered expression looking off to the said as his nose lightly wrinkled. Angry at something or perhaps the idea of it. "Psh! So what! Who needs things like that. I've taken care of m'self just fine. I'm a mutt though do you really expect me to have received anything else? Or anything other then that? Earth is a bit different but the galaxy never changes dove. I'll always be bottom barrel but at least what I have I earned! Anyone who says I didn't is a damned liar. I may seek the simple things normally like gold, sex, alcohol... power. But at least I get what I want I've had it even and much more! Nothing in most peoples eyes but at least what I earn is mine. That's why I threw in with those blue banner folks. Cause they 'as the money, They 'as the power. That's why I threw in with em THAT'S the ONLY reason. I know my place though, The galaxy ain't gonna change and I won't ever belong to my people. Always the out caste... a stain on blood lines. BAH! Who cares! its just fate to be alone like that forever. Life lavishly until death takes me again. What else is there..." Even if not intended to hearing said to him cut something deep. Perhaps some of it was from one so kind and motherly given he'd never had that from his own mother. Only the lowest wench and whore that aided a boy near death at times. Or the rare occasion a kind smuggler took pity adding a coin or two extra to his pay. But his pained voice seemed to use its luster as he failed to sound angry. Failed to sound threatening in his attempt to sound as if he didn't care. Maybe he just didn't know how to accept that. Maybe he just wanted to run from the idea of how little he actually saw himself as. He would have likely been drowned in alcohol till morning in less respectable company after he went out looking for if this woman had not found him. Which in her sweet nature also forced him to face some of these thoughts rather then choke down more drink when they etched further into his mind.
He bit hard into his tongue hiding the fact he was doing it trying to keep his eyes cold not wanting to show any more weakness then he already was. It felt like that core and layer of snide scoundrel like behavior he put around him was cracking. The behind it trying to remain safe in his own little world so the lovely motherly woman would not sense it. Blood spritzing in his mouth as he bit at the sore wounds he'd had inflicted other times from bites on his tongue from others in battle. "I am the lowest of all societies, The mutt of the galaxy,.. Doomed to always be a little less then what anyone would want. Heh... But ya can't beat my charm at least right?" He'd say looking at her lips not her eyes. As if at the moment he couldn't bare to. But if she looked at his for the moment no matter how he tried to hide it. He had a broken look within his crystal blue eyes. The fact he believed himself just another Mutt of the galaxy the truth spoken so plainly as if it was nothing. Perhaps still in some way trying to put on the show. Even if in his tipsy state that was a little difficult with this fresh wound to his spirit. Would she scorn him for his words? He tended to chase people off that got to friendly. His harsh sultry nature as well used to keep at a distance as well as get them close for a time.
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Post by Mimikku on Aug 26, 2015 21:27:07 GMT
“Well that in and of itself means you saved them Jarvis. You managed to clear a path so that they had at least a chance at freedom. Freedom was something they did not know until the moment you saved them. So stop and think about that and realize that you are a better man then you give yourself credit for. AS I said already.” Shaking her head from side to side she finished off the can in front of her before tossing it into a nearby garbage can with a loud thud as it hit the bottom of the container. She smiled at him as she moved to sit down obviously much more comfortable than she had been beforehand. Lifting the glass of scotch she held it underneath her hand as she looked over at Jarvis. Inside of her head she felt Lilith nudging her to just forget her morals for an evening and enjoy herself, but Mimikku continued to shut her out from the topic for the evening. It was not her place to do that as she was to just be a friend to the saiyan hybrid nothing more.
She let out a laugh as he addressed her as her lordship. It was something that she would not look for unless it was offered to her if her grand plans ever came to fruition. To lead others would be someone elses job as she was going to only be the one to shepherd them all to a single place. Maybe she could become something of a legend to them someday, but she did not seek that. “I know many servants that if you where their master Jarvis that they would be honored to be with you no matter what. Despite our appearance as simple slaves we are loyal to a fault to those we swear ourselves to. I literally followed Ruto’s order for twenty four years without so much as a second thought as to why I would be watching over a young woman. Especially one that grew up to become a great fighter and can handle herself with ease.”
“And hardly. I actually do sleep. Lilith just happens to keep a sense about us with sensing ki. Kind of having an alarm system for my body instead of just being startled. It has saved me a couple of times over the years. So I do not question why and what she does while I sleep so long as I do not wake up in bed with the cute guy that she sometimes takes a fancy toward.” She chuckled at that mention as she rubbed the side of her head and let out a light yawn as she felt the urge to sleep begin to touch at her own mind. Listening to his outburst and subsequent actions drew a slight frown upon her face as she turned away from Jarvis to look out into the main area.
“Just because you have been alone for your entire life does not mean you do not want it nor need it Jarvis. Having someone to confide in, to ask advice from, to just be ourselves around without having to have any shields up. That is what I am talking about my friend. I.. have been lucky to have Lilith as she will listen to me piss and moan until I am blue in the face. So do not push away everyone as there are people that will be your friend… Like myself as we have something in common. We both died in defense of this city. We both returned to the land of the living to try and make things right. So consider me a friend to you. That should you ever need me I will be here to listen to you… or hit you on the back of the head as hard as I can muster whichever is your preference.”
Smiling at him she yawned once more as she rubbed the bridge of her nose lightly. Setting her glass back down she tilted her head back and looked up at the ceiling. “Just trust me on this little thing Jarvis. Being alone sucks… Being alone with a lot of self doubt and lingering depression sucks even more. So yea I am here should ya need it.” Making sure that it was clear where she stood Mimikku turned back to look into the scotch glass and at the liquid within it as she looked through it.
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Post by Deleted on Aug 27, 2015 18:38:30 GMT
Jarvis finished his meal not really sure what to say at the idea that he'd saved them. He was quick to eat but surprisingly well mannered in eating compared to his people. His acadmey training in manners still shown out now and again no matter how hard he tried to hide that past away. Better to forget that childhood and the boy that no longer lived within in him from those times. He just had trouble seeing that way that he'd saved them. He chose to not consider himself the hero or something else given he merely wanted to give them the tools to rescue themselves. He usually just went off instinct and tried to reason he always did what he did for him. For the money in his accounts and the clothes in his back. The food in his belly and all else as well. This was perhaps just something that was hard to think back on given it had simply been how he thought for as long as one could remember.
Jarvis chuckled at the idea of servants but once again feeling a tad sultry would comment back really quickly snapping back with a bit of his scoundrel like charm. "Servant or not I prefer my... friends to wish to be with him because they want to lass. I..." Eyes drifting to her chest for a moment then back to her eyes a smirk curving up the side of his face in a crooked grin. "Prefer the challenge but reward when two decidedly desire things at once. I guess you could say... The harder it is to get something the more I savor it? Yea that sounds about right. After all who doesn't like the delicacies of life when death is possibly right around the corner?" Speaking a little truth in that. His indulgence of all his vices were often sent into a higher bit of a gluttony when he was in such dangers or times where he knew his life may be at risk greatly. His way of feeling alive and feeling the world around him when he knew it could all be taken away with ease should fate choose to do him like that.
He'd raise a brow so he was right at least to a point on her sleep. a good tactic and skill to have to not always be in such a open state. Wasn't always safe for the loners of the universe to sleep without look out. she was blessed to have this guardian spirit. AS well as he couldn't help but find it more interesting the more he heard of her. Biting his tongue for a moment before popping off at what she said. "Heh.., A little shamed I don't strike her fancy. I thought you said you didn't indulge anymore? Here I thought we were celebrating life and all forms of its beauty given death looming. What say you spirit? Is it the saiyan thing? Its the saiyan thing right?" Clearly just playing the jester now before the seriousness struck him for the moment.
Jarvis heard her but never took such things easily. Or when he did he always made it seem like it was never his idea to speak or confide. As if he was asked to do it or forced to so he would not have to open the gates to emotions he'd long since sealed away. He'd sigh and in that he'd began to sit up. A creak heard in one of the cracked ribs a little audible but he seemed to show no reaction this time sitting up fully and turning to sit up on the bed next to her. Sighing a bit Thinking it over. "Special case with your spirit. But some of us will always be alone. From when we came into this world a mixed blood to when we leave it just as alone as the day a wee babe cried when coming into the word. I'll be there heh but whose to say how I'll die. I've made allot of enemies and as you can imagine not everyone loves my manners. Tell you the truth... I can feel it. An its been eating at me. Hell is tickling at the back of my neck and whispers... If I was a betting man dove I'd say in a few days time I'll be back there. We may not think the same on certain things... But I feel your words are genuine..." Jarvis took a moment to draw in a heavy breath. A sensation burning in his chest as even those he held dear on this planet hadn't sought him out since his return. A hand would slide over a bit to one of hers gently at first as if just over lapping. He'd make a strange sound with his lips as well. A strange little whistle like that of creatures that could burrow into the snow on Arcose. Something he used to do as a boy to stay away and keep his moment focused when in the frigid outer winds. When he got her to turn towards him he'd simply lean in and attempt to kiss her. His eyes a mixture of sorrow cheer and dead inside. The damaged boy he was mixed with a man who felt and possibly was a dead man walking. In more ways then one at that.
"You'll forgive me... We have grown in different spectrum's of the galaxy. Friends and the ways we deal with such grief I imagine are vastly different." He'd say where as if she accepted the first kiss he'd kiss her again after. A slight tear at his cheek although chances are he'd wipe it away before she'd notice. He'd already told her more then most about his past. Some of it had the flood gates about to break as he fought to keep them locked desperately in his mind. "If I'm gonna die... Then I'd like to once know what its like to know something more then just... meaningless fun." Speaking of course someone who'd had loved and let it go where as Jarvis was never sure one what the word meant. To him it was just a corrupted thing from family to lovers and any time he would become close to deciphering it he would become broken again and fate would twist him and leave him worse then ever in condition. He'd look away for a moment as well. A genuine look of regret and fear as if he'd be refused. "I know I'm not exactly the grand man from your past. But I suppose for someone who seems to actually see value in a ol sod like me. Perhaps I can at least be the person you see me as for a time." He'd say his eyes flickering away and back to hers often. He clearly had very little experience when it came to dealing with any real emotions. He feared death... He feared what was to come... Perhaps its why he lingered on that thought and pushed himself to reach out for her. Given all he'd say it may have been clear this was his way of being a cad in some ways but in this moment his way of opening himself. As it was more what he wished to receive from her then take for himself.
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Post by Mimikku on Aug 27, 2015 21:24:47 GMT
Mimikku wondered what it was that was going through Jarvis’s head after she finished speaking up. Watching his movements and his body language she assumed to begin to get a read on him. Yet she knew the more she thought that the less likely that it was true. Inside her own mind Mimikku heard Lilith laughing lightly as she guessed that Jarvis was a very complex individual that could hide his feelings well enough but once pushed that the pair could easily slip in and actually see the real person behind the saiyan bravado that coursed through his veins. Catching his glance after his statement about servants Mimikku smirked at him in return. The phrase a challenge brought another smile to her lips. ”A challenge? So like someone like myself then? Someone who is a friend but keeps themselves at arms length. Cause getting something that one has wanted for a long time is always the best type of reward. I know that all too well.”
She smiled at him as her statement was directly in response to his own. She was enticed to say the least by the blue haired half breed. As his words turned toward savoring life while they could before death she nodded toward him. IT was a nice sentiment to say the least as she understood and wished she had done just that with several of those that where no longer around. So many friends slipped away, so many loved ones no longer with her. Yet in the back of her mind she knew of the self indulgent nature of the thinking though in her mind she did not really care. Yet as he spoke about her indicating she never indulged anymore she just smiled at him. “Oh I may not indulge yet Lilith considers herself the goddess of Kagami love. I consider her more for Lust but it matters little for me. Other than waking up within strange beds from time to time after she has had her fun. Aye that is really just the saiyan within you Jarvis. To enjoy every moment of your life as if it your last is most certainly a saiyan thing. A saiyan trait that is not entirely the worst of all saiyan traits if I had to rank them.”
The admission brought a wave of crimson over her face as she blushed deeply. Yet despite the blush it seemed that Lilith had really only taken control of the vocal process as Mimikku did not move all that much from her position. She would be lying if she said she however did not enjoy the moments when Lilith would do just what she described. As for Mimikku there where moments where she would never cheat on her long dead lover and husband, and yet there where moments she remembered that Ruto was long dead. In those moments she would allow herself to indulge and enjoy the basest of instincts and enjoy every moment of it. “You speak that you will die alone. That much I doubt Jarvis. Enemies are made and forgiven. Friends and made and forgotten, but at the end of it all you will have those that you have met and influenced there at your side. As I doubt you are the one to go silently into the night. You will be there fighting til your last breath as you have before. I saw you fight with all of your heart and soul poured into it. I saw that moment you ascended into the realm of the Super Saiyans. Attaining something that I know but a handful have in the universe. So take that as a bonus to what you are. Even though I could send you to someone that is already attained the form and knows how to make it appear and disappear at will I doubt that she would want me to do that all to often.”
Laughing as she rubbed the side of her green haired frame. She was a little surprised by Jarvis as he leaned over and kissed her again. This time she just gave him a soft smile as he apologized to her. She honestly did not mind as she never really disliked it nor did she ever turn him down flatly. “The reason I see value in you Jarvis is because you are genuinely a good man behind this exterior that you have crafted around yourself. That is what I see Jarvis. I.. also see someone that is afraid of returning to where you escaped from. I cannot blame you. While I was blessed to go to heaven I was still alone. You however went to Hell which was something not all that great. So yes I will enjoy myself for this evening and in the morning we will be friends Jarvis. So long as you get this into your head then I am fine with whatever comes up. Cause friends do comfort one another from time to time.”
Smiling at him softly as she leaned forward as there was a twinkle in her eyes as she looked at him.
{{We can end at your post if you want Jarvis. If we do PL please}}
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Post by Deleted on Aug 27, 2015 23:02:56 GMT
He'd blush a little at first at her words in response to his love for challenges. Jarvis didn't force anything from his friends or those he took to times of enjoyment. In fact he despised such people that did. Beyond a attack or two of his involving a bit of lip locking he was actually the type that while usually kept up attempt was only open when others were willing. Given his current sensation of spirit and sorrow that was slowly melting off his shoulders and rolling away he smiled softly at those words. "It makes it so much better dove... I suppose it also makes it... Special I suppose. I guess you can say I have always had trouble ever understanding such things or actually figuring out those special moments with how I've had to live. I guess you just don't know it till you know it and you find your rewards at the end of such challenges." He'd say his face feeling a light blush watching her. Maybe this was what a friend was supposed to feel like? His bravado and simple ways of normally keeping away she always saw through it seemed. As if understanding and able to be someone for him to seek out when he needed to talk. A idea that... while hard to imagine in his own mind sounded comforting. It made his chest ache lightly. The idea people might actually one day give a damn about him made things hard when you were used to numb pain and hate for so many years.
He'd close his eyes chuckling being told it might be a saiyan trait and a goddess of love was this spirits form. He almost had to wonder if this was real or some fairy tale whipped up in a drunken dream. He'd draw in a deep breath rolling the though around in his head. A goddess... A goddess of love or apparently lust. But as interesting as he found it. In his blush he still felt something or some ache. He found himself feeling for her as a friend. But given his mind in the state it had been twisted in his youth he held desires. But he wanted her not so much the spirit of lust but instead to perhaps understand what a caring sensation one could hold with a friend. Some part of him wishing he'd had someone like this in days long past. Or if he may have had it better staying with the downtrodden that showed him kindness as a boy in the rare times he had kindness given. Even if it would likely only be around her and others he may discover friendship with in the future he some what favored the feeling it gave him. Even if he didn't fully understand it. Hearing someone speak so kind and caring without a desire to take something from you. It was... a peaceful thing. A calm that normally he never felt. "I guess I'm always a saiyan in some aspects... Try as I might to just be. Well me. I'm always half saiyan. But at least you an Lilith Don't seem to hold that against me Mimikku." His jesting spirit fading a bit for a quieter voice. Maybe some of the boy buried deep within revealing itself for a moment. Maybe this was why he wanted to protect earth and died once before. People like this... People he'd never had met until he came to this little blue ball of a planet.
The idea of dying in combat was in fact likely he thought and perhaps friends would be made from forgiveness on this planet. Only time would tell but things were forever changing and he noticed this planet had strange ways about it. He'd give a smile to her words as well as nod to her as she leaned closer the look in her eye he'd know and seen a few times before. "Yes... In the morning friends as always. A comfort of friends in a night of darkness. But I feel you always be my friend when we part Mimikku... Lilith..." Reaching a hand out to her cheek brushing a strand of green hair behind ear as he'd kiss her softly once more. "I suppose its a blessing... to find a goddess in such a time of need for this lost soul." He'd say softly as his lips pressed to hers and as she leaned forward he'd lean back as a twinkle of his own burned in his crystal eyes. [Thread Exit/End]
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Nicolas Mclendon
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The Hero of the Cosmos: CAPTAIN NOVA!
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Intense Struggle (x3); X-Factor (x6); Amazing Captain Nova (x16)
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Post by Nicolas Mclendon on Sept 2, 2015 5:33:46 GMT
To Hell's Escape Jarvis: You've gained 11,288 Zeni towards your total Zeni.
11,288 + 11,564 = 22852 total Zeni. (The gates are beckoning for you...)
To The Lost Mother Mimiku: You've gained 10,683 experience towards your total power level.
10,683 + 44,426 = 55,109 total Power Level. (...Will everything be settled when your name is called once more?)
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