Post by Zefonse on May 21, 2015 23:07:06 GMT
Heyo.
It is I Zefonse
Some of you might noticed I am sort of was active in this site, making threads, or just replying. on Jan 30, my life shattered with the murder of my Godmother my aunt. I tried to stay positive, even vented and post things in other sites. in a not so sound of mind. I even vent to some more personal friends just one long vent of my problems, and looked for things to helped with depression.
Now these past few month's have been harder than the death of my mother in 2005. My mom died due to an accident with a breathing tube. She had many medical problems, and was left on life support in the past years of her life. When she died when I just started JR High. I just shut people around me off, and became this 15 year old kid, who had no friends besides family to talk to. However some kid's have helped me, and became my best of friends in that dark time.
Now flash forwarding to me 23 years old, a young adult with no real job experience, since I have ADHD and I can't multitask for the life of me. Yet I been able to take care of myself and make some money. Just trying hard to change myself to being able to work. Anyways. I have moved away from my old home, to this new one. To make a new start.
Last time I saw my Aunt, was when she offered me a place to stay while waiting for this house I wanted to open up. I stayed with her for a few weeks. She would give everything she had and more, to help people, even if she didn't know them. Homeless? She offer you a place to stay, and help you get back on your feet. Sick? She was a trained nurse. Need help in a fight ex-army. She was perhaps my second mother, even if we are not related by blood.
You see my aunt was really my mom best friend for life. They were like sisters, so it was only natural for me to see her as deep as family as any other. She took care of me, helped me learn my morals, and values. Never take a thing for granted, always help people. Work hard. I always want to live up to those values.
When she was murdered, and when my dad and I found out however. The world shattered around us. I won't go into details on what happened, but this feeling felt so unreal, it felt like one of those damn shows you saw on TV. Something you never thing happened to anyone you knew.
I been playing games since then, just like a drone. Help newer players, without even asking a thing in return. Then one of my if not the best friend I ever had Silim you guys know him by Kadbra or Johnathan on site. Got me into pathfinder, now no real stranger with this game play it helped me in my tough times even gave me new character ideas for other future works.
He like no other enjoys role play, writing earning his stuff. He enjoys the subject of his role plays with a passion. So here to you Silim you made this return a possibility and a reality with your unending support.
Now let's get to the main point here, as stated above I am returning. It's been a long while, so I might be rustier than when I started.
It is I Zefonse
Some of you might noticed I am sort of was active in this site, making threads, or just replying. on Jan 30, my life shattered with the murder of my Godmother my aunt. I tried to stay positive, even vented and post things in other sites. in a not so sound of mind. I even vent to some more personal friends just one long vent of my problems, and looked for things to helped with depression.
Now these past few month's have been harder than the death of my mother in 2005. My mom died due to an accident with a breathing tube. She had many medical problems, and was left on life support in the past years of her life. When she died when I just started JR High. I just shut people around me off, and became this 15 year old kid, who had no friends besides family to talk to. However some kid's have helped me, and became my best of friends in that dark time.
Now flash forwarding to me 23 years old, a young adult with no real job experience, since I have ADHD and I can't multitask for the life of me. Yet I been able to take care of myself and make some money. Just trying hard to change myself to being able to work. Anyways. I have moved away from my old home, to this new one. To make a new start.
Last time I saw my Aunt, was when she offered me a place to stay while waiting for this house I wanted to open up. I stayed with her for a few weeks. She would give everything she had and more, to help people, even if she didn't know them. Homeless? She offer you a place to stay, and help you get back on your feet. Sick? She was a trained nurse. Need help in a fight ex-army. She was perhaps my second mother, even if we are not related by blood.
You see my aunt was really my mom best friend for life. They were like sisters, so it was only natural for me to see her as deep as family as any other. She took care of me, helped me learn my morals, and values. Never take a thing for granted, always help people. Work hard. I always want to live up to those values.
When she was murdered, and when my dad and I found out however. The world shattered around us. I won't go into details on what happened, but this feeling felt so unreal, it felt like one of those damn shows you saw on TV. Something you never thing happened to anyone you knew.
I been playing games since then, just like a drone. Help newer players, without even asking a thing in return. Then one of my if not the best friend I ever had Silim you guys know him by Kadbra or Johnathan on site. Got me into pathfinder, now no real stranger with this game play it helped me in my tough times even gave me new character ideas for other future works.
He like no other enjoys role play, writing earning his stuff. He enjoys the subject of his role plays with a passion. So here to you Silim you made this return a possibility and a reality with your unending support.
Now let's get to the main point here, as stated above I am returning. It's been a long while, so I might be rustier than when I started.