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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2015 5:23:55 GMT
Not sure where exactly to put this, and figured I'd just be straight rather than beating around the bush.
Due to chemical imbalances in my brain, I'm currently just straight up depressed. I shouldn't be, as something I've been looking forward to for a while happened today, and hopefully during brief intermissions I ought to be fine, but for the most part I'm just going to be shitty. This is going to affect my activity, performance, and overall funness to be around. I apologize grievously, and hope I don't hurt anyone in the process of trying to cope.
There's not much to worry about me, this is just something I have to deal with. If you wish to empathize, sympathise, pray, send positive energy or what have you, honestly, feel free. Its just good to know that there's some of you who'll care, and that's help enough. This is an amazing site, with a bunch of friendly people. Anyway, just wanted to let you guys know. Probalby what's goign to happen is I'll finish the threads I'm in (Reikiko and Komoto wanted me to thread for a while), then maybe go on hiatus, stalking the boards until days when I feel better.
Rei and Komoto, feel free to keep our threads going, or wrap them up, whatever's best for you. If you want to deal with late replies, that's up to you. I can go either way. Again, just happy to have your support.
One last time, apologies for any inconveniences.
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Post by Reikiko on Apr 6, 2015 5:31:37 GMT
*pat pat*
Depressions are a cruel thing to deal with, I got to take medication for them due to having something called a chronic depression (I think that's what it is called?). Feel free to take as long as you need to recover, and don't feel pressured to make posts when you don't have inspiration or the right mood for them.
But I'll genuinely hope you feel better soon.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 6, 2015 6:36:29 GMT
I'm sorry to hear buddy. If you ever wanna talk, you know how to reach me
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Post by Hyoza on Apr 6, 2015 12:08:44 GMT
You've got all my sympathy on this. I've been likewise in treatment for depression on-and-off for the past 7 years now. It's not easy, especially when nobody around you understands, and you feel like even the things you love can't lift your mood. Don't feel pressured by anyone here, but if you wanna talk, the offer is there.
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Doctor Kouda
Rising Soul
PL: 58,708; Chaos Form(x7), Muenster Form(x12) Items: One-Use SpacePod, Heavy Weights (1/4 of PL), Royal Spaceship, 2 Extra Seats, Tier 4 Gravity Chamber; Tier 1 Shop, "I Love Bao" T-shirt, Tier 3 Healing Chamber, 1 5kPL Guard, 1 10k PL Guard; Zeni: 176
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Post by Doctor Kouda on Apr 6, 2015 12:51:59 GMT
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Post by Deleted on Apr 14, 2015 22:30:24 GMT
So, its happening again. Hopefully like last time it wont affect my writing too much. Maybe itll only last a couple days fuck if I know. Just general support, or whatever. Words. Fuck. Sorry.
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