doing so much shit that needs be fixed.
Jun 23, 2017 0:41:47 GMT
via mobile
Zucceta, Vennel, and 1 more like this
Post by Kallabash on Jun 23, 2017 0:41:47 GMT
For anyone that I am threading with, I need you to read it. Also, if you give a shit about me, then sure, read it too.
Today, 06/22/2017 is the day I will be officially absent from the site till the end of the year, probably. I will not come online to thread, post, chat or anything. There's a very serious reason behind.
Today I noticed that I am a worthless piece of shit and a parasite to my family. I have everything I *could* want and was graced by my mother and father to not waste my bloody ass in a enslaving job to get paid for 850$ a month. (Trust me, this don't even pay 10% of the bills.)
I only had a need to stufy to be someone in life. Something better. My parents didn't wanted to make me suffer what they did for 30-45 years each. They are old and only now are getting a decent living. They literally only asked for me and my sisters to study and applicate ourselves in the school...and I failed.
Some might know I have a national exam to study for. A exam that will determinate wether I go to a good university or a shitty university.
And. I. Didn't. Study.
I had my mother pay a course of 400$ to get myself ready for it, and I didn't used 5% of it. I spent all my time or playing stupid MMO games or coming here and hang out. I made her waste 400$ in a course I barely touched, along side a subscription of 75$ to make the exam. You might think it's not much, but when you syruggle to bring food to your table for your family eat, every cent counts.
And I neglected that. I had the butter and thr knife in my hand to make a sandwich, and simply flat out gave it away. Now I feel horrible.
Today I got a lecture of how selfless,dependant,parasite that don't give a shit about no one I am...and she's right. I will change and will start by saying that:
I will not play on Souls till the end of the year. I will be absent for the time being. All threads I am, specially the DE, you can turn me in with PL.
Glacius I will want zennis from fritz and PL from taiga thrrad's respectively.
That's my goodbye to the lovely people of souls. This is not a forever goodbye, is just a temporary adios.
Stay sharp, stay happy and that may god from the above heavens protect your souls.
*Waves*
Today, 06/22/2017 is the day I will be officially absent from the site till the end of the year, probably. I will not come online to thread, post, chat or anything. There's a very serious reason behind.
Today I noticed that I am a worthless piece of shit and a parasite to my family. I have everything I *could* want and was graced by my mother and father to not waste my bloody ass in a enslaving job to get paid for 850$ a month. (Trust me, this don't even pay 10% of the bills.)
I only had a need to stufy to be someone in life. Something better. My parents didn't wanted to make me suffer what they did for 30-45 years each. They are old and only now are getting a decent living. They literally only asked for me and my sisters to study and applicate ourselves in the school...and I failed.
Some might know I have a national exam to study for. A exam that will determinate wether I go to a good university or a shitty university.
And. I. Didn't. Study.
I had my mother pay a course of 400$ to get myself ready for it, and I didn't used 5% of it. I spent all my time or playing stupid MMO games or coming here and hang out. I made her waste 400$ in a course I barely touched, along side a subscription of 75$ to make the exam. You might think it's not much, but when you syruggle to bring food to your table for your family eat, every cent counts.
And I neglected that. I had the butter and thr knife in my hand to make a sandwich, and simply flat out gave it away. Now I feel horrible.
Today I got a lecture of how selfless,dependant,parasite that don't give a shit about no one I am...and she's right. I will change and will start by saying that:
I will not play on Souls till the end of the year. I will be absent for the time being. All threads I am, specially the DE, you can turn me in with PL.
Glacius I will want zennis from fritz and PL from taiga thrrad's respectively.
That's my goodbye to the lovely people of souls. This is not a forever goodbye, is just a temporary adios.
Stay sharp, stay happy and that may god from the above heavens protect your souls.
*Waves*