Post by Kyori on Sept 18, 2017 1:47:25 GMT
Yesterday's message about the changes to the site hit me a bit, and as a few of you saw, I reacted pretty negatively to it, but perhaps not for the reasons you might have thought given how I responded. I hadn't planned to share this private bit of my life with anyone here, but given that I just wanted to let you guys know this so maybe you understand. While I'm probably gonna step away for a bit, even if I don't really want to, I was a bit bummed out not because of character reasons or any silly stuff like that, but because I have some pretty serious health issues I would prefer not to publicly talk about.
In 3 months time just about, I am going to be going in for some very serious surgery, and the reason I am able to be around here so much as far as in chat and so on is because I have a pretty serious disability. I work from home mostly because I can't easily leave it due to health issues, so when I found this place I was amazed at the awesome people and probably the best site I've found for dbz and I got attached pretty quick. I had finally got my stuff squared away yesterday to go full on with rp'ing a new character, then the news dropped we were starting fresh and things were in 6 months away and 6 months left to rp. It hit me for, again reasons I'd prefer not to go into, and all I could see were the negatives.
I'm sorry to you guys for how negatively I took in the info and how negatively I responded, but I'm in a bad head space and I guess it was just bad timing given multiple rl factors. I hope to come back and get started, but I can't really start fresh right now for only 6 months, and waiting 6 months from now is a frustrating wait for numerous reasons. I just wanted to share a piece of that, and hope that no one holds it against me how I reacted, and I ask that you not further ask about the health issues as it isn't something I like to talk about a lot sometimes. Sorry again, guys.
In 3 months time just about, I am going to be going in for some very serious surgery, and the reason I am able to be around here so much as far as in chat and so on is because I have a pretty serious disability. I work from home mostly because I can't easily leave it due to health issues, so when I found this place I was amazed at the awesome people and probably the best site I've found for dbz and I got attached pretty quick. I had finally got my stuff squared away yesterday to go full on with rp'ing a new character, then the news dropped we were starting fresh and things were in 6 months away and 6 months left to rp. It hit me for, again reasons I'd prefer not to go into, and all I could see were the negatives.
I'm sorry to you guys for how negatively I took in the info and how negatively I responded, but I'm in a bad head space and I guess it was just bad timing given multiple rl factors. I hope to come back and get started, but I can't really start fresh right now for only 6 months, and waiting 6 months from now is a frustrating wait for numerous reasons. I just wanted to share a piece of that, and hope that no one holds it against me how I reacted, and I ask that you not further ask about the health issues as it isn't something I like to talk about a lot sometimes. Sorry again, guys.